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Thoughts For Suicide

Poetry

These are my own thoughts. I am in NO way encouraging people to harm themselves or do something destructive to themselves. If my thoughts make you feel this way, message me and I'll walk you through the urges. We are each fighting our own demons a...

#depression #suicidalthoughts

again. again.

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by starrylover

by starrylover

I can't do this again

I can't let anyone know getting I'm bad again

I can't live through the sleepless nights
Nor the nights I cry myself to sleep for a few hours and wake up screaming

Not again,
I can't get bad again

I can't feel the burning in my veins,
Nor the voice in my mind telling me to do it again and again.

I can't do this again

I can't feel at peace when I see my blood again
I can't want to taste it again

I can't do this again

I can't disappoint her again
I can't have her treat me like a child again

I can't go through this again
And again
I can't
I can't

I can't have another parent think I'm worthless again and again
I can't take her pity again
And again

I can't take the state's again
I can't take the nerves again
I can't take the thoughts nor the voices again, again.

I can't do this again
Again
Again
I can't do get bad again

I'm already bad again
Again
Again