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Thoughts For Suicide

Poetry

These are my own thoughts. I am in NO way encouraging people to harm themselves or do something destructive to themselves. If my thoughts make you feel this way, message me and I'll walk you through the urges. We are each fighting our own demons a...

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No More

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by starrylover

by starrylover

i used to be No More

i had given up on life

All hope had died

Worse than that, my hope had been murdered.

So i had given up on hope.

i had given up that life would ever be ok.

That life could still be... magical and good.

i had given up on myself.

i only had my Demons to comfort me.

No one else but Them.

they Loved me.

i used to be in a darker place.

i self harmed almost everyday. And IF i wasn't hurting myself, i was asking someone to hurt me. Doing things so that i would get hurt. i used to be that kind of person.

i used to be No More.

But now I say No More.

I have given up. But on something else. Not on life. Nor on hope. No. I have given up on self harm.

I have given up on all the bad. I have decided to grab Life by the handle bars. I decided to stop self harm.

Life Does get Better. That is a FACT.

I have left my Demons. Even though they still follow me, haunting me.

But now I have my Angels with me.

my Angels have saved me. They are my Saviours

I am no longer an empty shell.

I am no longer that dark person with nothing but Demons in my mind and cuts covering my body.

They are nothing but Scars to me. They are a reminder that I am moving on.

I am Alive.

I am a fighter.

I am determined now.

I will not go back.

that is No More.