Happiness

Chapter 6

There's two days before the 'battle' and honestly Jordan and I are completly relaxed, nobody would guess that we were part of this mess. Recently I have been really tired and I keep getting sick I don't know why I'm sleeping well at night and eating what I usually would I just really wish my mum was here she'd know what was wrong and how to fix it, I have manged to keep my feeling sick to myself unfortunately Jenna and Rach found out but I'm just glad it wasn't Jordan he'd have a fit. I'm laying in bed trying to get comfortable when I hear a soft knock at the door

"Come in" I mumble sleepily and Jenna and Rach emergefrom behind the door they look worried "What?" I ask sitting up slowly they look at each other carefully 

"We think you might be pregnant" Jenna bursts out and Racheal slaps her on the head just as well Jordans out once everyone is calm Racheal continues "As Jenna said, we think you might be pregnant, lots of the symptoms are there like your tired all the time and your only getting sick in the morning, Plus I kinda saw you eating vegemite Doritos yesterday" I start to tear up and Jenna and Rach sit next to me on the bed and we do a group hug

"Nobody is to tell Jordan or anyone else until after the 'battle', Okay?" I demand and they nod having no choice but to comply when I use my Luna voice. They leave later on when Jordan comes home.

"Why were you crying?" He asks. Damn it I thought I had covered the tear tracks,

'apparently not' My wolf adds 'now quick make up an excuse'

"Oh, We were watching chick flicks earlier, I was balling" I say surprised at how awesome my lie was

"Well as long as your okay" He says sweetly, God I love him.

Today's D/day so to speak and every man and willing woman are heading out towards the border to stop Alpha Jacks plan. As Jordan turns away from the pack house I start to tear up we had said our goodbyes earlier I was crying and Jordan said he couldn't take seeing me cry before he had to leave but I had to say something I run after him calling his name and he spins around just in time to catch me in his embrace as I fling myself into his arms 

"Promise me. Promise me you'll come back" I tell him and he looks at me with his heart in his eyes 

"I promise, Now stay in the pack house. Go" He tells me I smile at him before running back to the pack house where my friends were waiting on the stairs for me. When I reach them I hear a chorus of Awww's and I blush slightly we walk inside and begin the long process of Waiting

It's been an hour and I'm dying to see Jordy but I can't not until he comes home to me, Normally I would've snuck out and helped in the battle anyway but this isn't just about me this is about my family. My Baby and Jordan, I have to look after them both in anyway I can. This sucks I want to be out there in the action but can't, I can't communicate with my mate because it could distract him and cause serious injury or worse death and I was not going to be the reason for my mates demise. No way in Hell. I'm sitting here unconsiously rubbing my stomach with my hands in soothing circles. I'm excited to be a Mum, really excited, I get to be a role model for someone who will look up to me and love me. I'll be just like my mum was except I won't die on my baby, I'll be there for it forever.

"Wow someone looks deep in thought" One of the girls Amanda says she's Abigail's older sister older by two years she's six but very mature, but they look nothing alike aparently Amanda and Abigails mum found her Mate later in life and had already had Amanda with another man and then little Abigail comes and adds to their family. Amanda's father was killed by rougues a year after Amanda was born I feel sorry for her

"Yeah, I'm worried about them all, I hope there back soon" I tell her honestly she smiles 

"My Mum always says if your having a bad day you need to smile more" She says quietly the smile building on my face

"I'll remember that, thanks Mandy" I say getting up and walking into the kithen I'm still smiling. Why am I worrying he promised he'd be back so he'll be back, and I have no doubt it my mind about that. I grab an apple out of thefruit bowl and take a bite out of it, and that when I hear it there coming back I throw my apple in the bin and sprint outside and there he is standing there in all his bare chested glory I run at him and hug him nearly knocking him over in the process I kiss him

"I love you" I whisper to him and he smiles brightly

"I love you too" We walk into the Pack house and up to our room I open the door and flop on the bed I snuggle down into my pillow before being pulled up onto Jordans chest

"Thank you for keeping your promise" I whisper to him he smiles against the skin in the crook of my kneck 

"No worries sweetheart, I have a reason to come back" He whispers and that is when I decide I should tell him now he's put up with me since day one so I owe him this. Plus it's not like it's not true I've done three pregnancy tests in one day all coming back positive

"You mean two reasons" I say louder this time so theres no way he won't hear me 

"What are you talking about?" he asks and I laugh at his dumbfounded expression

"I'm Pregnant you idiot" I tell him and he envelops me in a firm but gentle hug and mutters 'I love you I love you both' under his breath repetetively. I smile up at the white cieling everything will be fine. I hope.