[COMPLETED] She's Dating The Gangster//d.h x reader edition

¡¡Chapter 9¡¡

WARNING: MENTIONS DEPRESSION AND SELF HARM.
"Hey why don't you add some music it's a little bit boring." I said to him in a tone of boredom.

"Sure." He replies as he turns on the radio and plugs in his USB for music. And with that, Thank You For The Venom by My Chemical Romance started to play.

"Wait you listen to My Chemical Romance? I love them!" I said to him trying not to let my excitement ruin this moment.

"Well, yeah. Too bad they broke up." He replied. I feel my heart shatter. Why would he remind that? I didn't speak and felt tears began falling down on my cheeks.

"So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your broken hearts
And make me ill."

I began singing that line quietly.

"Wow you're good at singing." Dan compliments. I only roll my eyes and look outside the window.

"Give me a better cause to lead
Just give me what I need
Give me a reason to believe."

Tears started falling down my eyes. This song always makes me cry. It reminds me of when I was so depressed that I decided to cut. And when I felt like I was no one. When I felt like I wasn't loved. Like I wasn't good enough. Like I can't be a "hero" to anyone.

And that, the song ends.

"Hey, you alright?" Dan asks with confusion in his eyes

And a song that describes me right now, plays. I'm Not Okay [I promise] by MCR.

"Well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say."

I sang the lyrics in front of Dan then cover my mouth with both hands. I was too excited.

Dan only chuckles

🌌Time Skip: Billiards🌌

"Sit." Dan orders as he plays billiards.

I sit down and sit there in silence then decide to stand up but Dan cuts me off

"The real Y/n is quiet. And never goes away." Dan says as he looks at me as if I done something bad like murder someone.

I sit down and began to wiggle the chair to annoy him like I am right now.

Dan looks at me in anger but then the bells rang to say that a person entered. We both look at the door and it was the other Y/n. Great timing, dude.

"Hey how about I teach you how to play." Dan offers with a smirk. I know his plan.

"Hmmm.. Okay sure." I reply with a bright smile, going with his plan

"Okay, come here." He said. I follow his order and he teaches me how until the other Y/n left. He quickly lets go of me.

"You're acting was too much." He says with anger.

"So what?!"

He only furrows his eyebrows in anger and began to play again. Out of the corner of my eyes, I see my friends waving at me. I decided to look and there they were. I quickly got up from my chair and started to walk to them but Dan grabs my wrist.

"Where do you think you're going?" He asks

"To my friends. I'm sick of being with you." I reply

He lets go of my hand and avoids eye contact. I quickly got to my friends.

"You play?" One of them asks.

"No." I reply.

"Oh okay. Let's get you home then?"

"Yeah, sure." I reply with an eye roll

🌌Time Skip: Car🌌

"So, Y/n, why were you in there?"

"Uhmmm.. D-Dan invited me.... I guess?" I answered, almost questioning.

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This was longer lol. By the way, I'm adding/ deleting some stuff from the original book. So please don't hate and just go with the flow. Also, I'm back lolzor o shit that was cringe af