Alex's POV
After my soulmate had finished writing me I looked at the black and white room. Oh how I wished I could just take a glance at the room in color it would be amazing! I mind wondered from soulmates to Thomas. I hate him so much! All he ever does I hurt me and make fun of me. He has the biggest ego I've ever seen. He has no self respect for anyone except his clique. I hadn't noticed that while I was ranting in my head I was crying. Why was I crying. Did I actually care what he thought of me. N-no of coarse I didn't care what Thomas thought, but did I. After I while of me questioning myself I hear a knock at my door. I wipe away the few tears still in my eyes and on my face and opened the door.
Thomas' POV
I heard thud come from the room and assume that Hamilton jumped of the bed. The door opened and the midget came out of the room. "Listen Hamilton I don't know why you got so upset at fr just asking why you cared?"
Alex's POV
"Listen Hamilton I don't know why you got so upset at me for just asking why cared?". He's joking right. "Jefferson are freaking joking?" "No I'm serious why are you so upset at me" "You...I...GAHHHHHH!!!". I slam the door in his face and plop on my bed. Why was it so hard to talk to Jefferson. I just explain to him that I want to be friends. Did I want to be friends....Or more than friends. N-no Hamilton you and Jefferson are ENEMYS. You can't like Jefferson...Can you? After awhile of arguing back and forth with myself I cry. I cry and I don't stop. I eventually cry myself to sleep.
Thomas' POV
The door slams in my face and I stumble backwards a little. What. Just. Happened. All I did was ask him a simple question. Auggggh why did Hamilton have to be so stubborn. I throw my backpack across the out of anger. Gosh I can't deal with that crybaby any more. Suddenly Madison burst in the room and cups my face in his hand. "Are you okay?" "No..." "What happened?". I explain to him about the fight with me and Hamilton. "Geez. Hamilton needs to get a grip" "Duh! Your just now realising this?" "I'm just saying that because he's never acted like that before" "Yeah well I'm not talking to him till HE apologizes" "Can't wait to see how this turns out" "Yeah whatever your just jelly you didn't come up with that". I kiss Madison's forehead before he walks out the door. I can't wait till tomorrow hopefully...It will be a good day.
Alex's POV
When I wake up there's Sunshine pouring through my window. I squint my eyes so that the sunlight doesn't completely blind me. I put on some fresh clothes and walk out of my room. When I walk out I see Jefferson on his phone probably texting someone. He glances up at me before going to playing his phone. I just ignore him and go over to the coffee machine. After the coffee is finally done brewing I sit on the counter top and take a sip of my coffee. Silence. That's I here just.... Silence. Madison walks out of his room and heads and sits next to Jefferson. He whispers something to Jefferson before leaving the dorm. We were back to silence. It was an uncomfortable silence. I didn't like it. I jumped down from the counter trying not to fall backwards in the process, put my coffee on the counter, and grab the TV remote. "So what you wanna watch?" "....." "Sooooooo you don't care what we watch?" "....." "Oh okay then I'm gonna put on Disney!!!"
I sat down on the couch and a grin started form on my face. As much as I hated Jefferson ingnoring me there were a lot of advantages to him not caring about me. W-wait I worded that wrong I meant that there's a lot of advantages to ignoring me! NO WAIT I MEANT TO HIM BEING QUIET!!! I MEANT TO HIM BEING QUIET!!! I guess I had been yelling all that cause Jefferson was now giving me the most confused look you ever saw. He got up and left the room after that. I sighed and went back to the coffee on the counter to take a sip. I go back into my room to go get my phone to text my friends. I find it lying on my desk near the bed. When I look up I see my reflection in the mirror. I look at myself with pure disgust. No wonder Thomas hates you your ugly as all heck! Gosh why am I so stupid!!! I began to cry as I just keep insulting my self. I run into my bathroom and lock the door. I started to dig through every cabinet looking for the razor I used so long ago.***Flash back!!!***
Third Person POV
(There in highschool in this flash back)Alex was flung to the ground by a heavy weight of some sort. Jefferson and Madison join the stranger a begin to pumble Hamilton. Alex is curled in a ball attempting to prevent them from hurting them more than they could. "Alright boys I think we've done enough damage for today" "What!" "What do you mean 'What'" "I mean why are we stopping now Reynolds!!!" "Because we don't want to go to jail for murder!!!" "I guess your right..." "See you later crybaby!!!" ( I'm sorry I don't do cuss words so their just gonna call him crybaby instead the other words) Hamilton got from his fetal position on the ground and walked back to his house where his brother took care of him. His brother wouldn't be home for an hour so he had plenty of time do what he needed to do. He went to his brothers and took a box of razors his brother got for opening boxes. Alex went into his bathroom and locked the door Incase brother came home. He started to make small marks across his arm as he insulted himself while doing so.
***Flash back over***
Thomas' POV
I had gone out with my friends to the new cafe that opened down the street. After me and my friends had ordered our stuff waiting for it arrive at our table I felt a stinging feeling on my arm. I look down and I see cutting marks forming on my arm. "THEIR DOING IT AGAIN!!!" "Here use my pen tell them to stop!".
Sweety plz stop!
Why!?!
Because your harming yourself!!!
Why would you care nobody cares about me?
Oh love... I'm your soulmate of course I love you.
Y-you sure?
Of course!
Thx...
Who did this to you?
You don't want to know...
But I do I wanna make sure they never do this again!
Okay. There's this one guy in my dorm I just wanna be friends with,but...
But what?
...But all he does is fight with me and ignore me.
Well love tell him to quit being a jerk! Oh and love?
Yeah?
Plz stop hurting yourself.
Okay...
Just draw on yourself with marker!
Kay.
"So did they stop?" "Yes they did Reynolds" "What was up with that thought?" "Idk". Before I could answer Reynolds' question I started to see scribbles and swirls form on my arm. "Hey Charles" "Yeah?" "Do you have a marker on you?". Charles handed me a pink marker from out of his pocket. I took the marker and made a heart in my and wrote "Beautiful" on the inside. When the time comes.....I'll finally get to see my soulmate in reality.
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