Kisses of Insanity (Joe Sugg Fanfic)

"you matter.. to me"

A Kiss Of Insanity
Noelle's P.O.V

I almost spit out the contents of my mouth as soon as I saw Joe standing outside my office. He smiled, giving a little wave back when our eyes met.

Wait a sec. Am I dreaming? Is that really Joe? What the hell is he doing here? He crossed his arms over his chest, giggling at my reaction.

I wasn't sure about my reaction, because my heart was pumping loudly in my ears. My face certainly felt flushed, what is this effect he has on me?

I walked forward, forcing a smile onto my reddened face. "Joe, hey," I greeted as I stepped out in the hallway. "What.. are you doing here?"

His signature smirk made its way to his lips, and I could feel my face flush again. "Can't I come for a visit princess?"

He cocked his head to the side, keeping that grin on his face. My skin tingled in reaction as he ran his eyes up and down my body.

"S-Stop staring at me like that," I mumbled angrily, shifting my gaze to the wall beside me.

"Like what?" He smiled cheekily and twirled a strand of my hair, not once removing his enchanting eyes off of mine.

He stood there in front of my office, with his perfectly toned body and stared right into my eyes.

"Like you're analyzing me."

He leaned against the door, standing inches away from me. Sadness was all I could see. Clouding his eyes, it took over the once blue eyes that mesmerized me.

"I'm not analyzing you," he said, straightening his position. "I'm trying to figure you out, I'm trying to understand what you're leading me onto."

My eyes widened in surprise as he spoke. "Leading you?" I questioned, staring at him in shock. "I'm not leading you onto anything here."

"Oh yeah?" He replied sarcastically. "So you're telling me that by saying you like me and confessing how you felt, and then telling me to leave your room the next damn day isn't called leading me on?"

I took a deep breath, inhaling his strongly scented cologne.

"Joe," I huffed, crossing my arms over my chest. "Look.."

He laughed, stopping himself instantly. "Oh, um.. sorry, continue."

I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion, "what's so funny?"

He fake-coughed, letting a smile take on his lips. "Your mental preparation to apologizing is hilarious."

I rolled my eyes and walked back to sit in my office chair. "I'm not even gonna bother with you."

"Aw, why?" He pouted, looking at me with puppy eyes.

"You know why."

"Noelle," he exhaled longingly, "I know.. okay? I understand."

Joe knelt on one knee beside my chair, looking up at me with pleading eyes.