We stay on the front lines! And we're still here after the bomb drops! We go so hard, we lose control! The fire starts then we explode! When the smoke clears, we dry our tears... Only in Love and War!
A Tamar Braxton and Chris Brown ff! ^.^
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It's been a month since Chris and I got back together. We've been taking it slow and agreed not to have him on Braxton Family Values or discuss our relationship on camera right away. After Tamar and Chris didn't happen because we broke up, we've been asked about doing that again as well but that's the last thing he and I were thinking about because it was Trenton's first Easter! Two Fridays ago, we had family pictures with the Easter Bunny and this past Friday, Good Friday, we had our Easter gathering with some of Chris' family and mine. Today, was the Easter service at church.
After that, we were going to the big Easter Egg Hunt event that Chris planned; where all proceeds went to his charity Symphonic Love. Jasmine's parents were meeting us there since they were picking up their granddaughter. They moved to L.A. to be closer to her with their daughter gone and Nayah was staying with them until Wednesday afternoon. That little girl is such a sweetheart too; I just couldn't help but fall in love with her. I hated that she looked like her mom though; it's a constant reminder that she's gone.
If I were in Chris' shoes, it would make me relive that night over and over just seeing that cute face and the last thing I want is for him to be in pain. Nayah and Trenton bring him so much joy though and that's what matters. I got them both ready and got my Easter service outfit out so I could get myself together then went to the kitchen to see Chris on the phone while making our plates; he went and got us some IHOP for breakfast. Being celebrities on top of the fact that today was a holiday and damn near all restaurants would be packed made that the wise choice.
Another reason for not going out to eat was that nobody had time to wait for a table if we had decided to go out after church. Sure the time would've passed quickly because we could've signed autographs and took pictures with fans but one, the kids were gonna be with us. Two, our relationship was still only known to family and close friends because of our taking things slow. That included the camera crew for the reality show and why we've been asked about giving Tamar and Chris another chance. Anyway... let me get out of my thoughts and get ready before we have to rush out of here!
"Babe, I'm gonna grab a shower while you and Nayah eat so we can make it out of here on time. I just fed Trenton so he should be good for two hours," I say quietly. I didn't want to interrupt his call. He smiled and nodded in response and grabbed our son from me so I could do what I just told him and let me tell you; I almost changed my mind. Seeing those pancakes; Jesus how could I temporarily turn them down?! I had to though, before I made us late, and Nayah ran right past me to take her seat and get her life with her food. I couldn't help but laugh as I made my way back upstairs.
A few hours later, the Easter service was over and we were at the venue for the charity event. There was so much chaos with everyone helping set up in the time we had before families started arriving. Luckily, to take some of the pressure off of Chris, he had me behind the scenes watching Trent and Nayah, the only two kids who were here so far. I still had yet to post any pictures of our son because Chris and I haven't gone public yet but don't get it twisted, I have too many to count. We both made that decision so we can address our child and relationship all at once.
