He started Everything

Chapter 10|| Swimming in the bed

He kidnapped me. That is what's happening to me. I am super paranoid. I don't trust men that well.

He glances at me" What?" He blurts out. I looked at him" You kidnapped me" I huffed and looked out the window.

" Um, no, I made you come with me" he states. Clearly a dumbass.

" No, kidnapped me, I don't do theses things" I looked out the window. Where is he taking. The rain trickles down the glass.

" What do you mean?"

" I don't go around with people, I don't even travel with my aunts" I muttered.

" You have trust issues" He blatantly says. I scoffed" Shut up" I snapped.

" Just saying, your a heartless bitch with trust issues, what next daddy issues?" Dear lord. Stop talking.

" Just stop talking about stupid shit" I flipped out. He widens his eyes at the road and turns on the radio.

I turned it off.

He turns it on looking at me. I glared and turned it off. He smacks my hand" Don't touch my car" He smirks and looks back at the road.

I huffed" Taking me to kill me?" I questioned. He looks at me" Why? Do you want to me too?" He answers.

" Not really, but it was a simple question" I stated as he sped down the road.

" I have a simple question for you then" he states. I rolled my eyes.

" Who did that to you?" He pries. I looked at him" Why?" I asked.

He stops the car and pulls off the road. In the middle of nowhere.

" Why did you stop" I said plainly and gripped my phone. He turns off the car and gets out and walks over to my side and opens the door.

" Get out" He snaps. Wow. I gladly get out of the car" Ok, bye" I started walking.

He grabs me and drags me back to his car. He throws me into the back.

What the hell is happening. He is nuts. He gets in and shuts the door" Your going to tell me, we aren't leaving till you do"

I scoffed" No" I looked around." Just drive me back to school" i snapped.

He opens the door, he chucks the keys into the woods and shuts the door" No, can't sorry" he shrugs.

I sit far from him and fold my arms and stare out the window.

" Seriously?" He huffs. I pretend not to be here. I fiddle with the hem of my jacket.

He suddenly grabs my legs and yanks me on my back. He hovers over me" Tell me, and Ill make out will you" he offers.

" Ew! No!" I scrunched my face. He seems offended" Fine, tell me or I'll make out with you" he smirks.

I turned red" Your not serious" I shook my head. He starts leaning in. OH MY GOSH!

" Wait!" I pushed my hand against his firm chest.  My heart racing, he was really going to do it.

" You gunna tell me?" He asks hovering over me. I took a giant leap and nodded.

" Go on" he states. I bit my lip" Do I have to tell you while laying down like this?" I asked.

He smirks " Why? You like this?" He asks cocky. I gagged" No, its weird!" I whined. I have never had a boy do this before. This is so weird and new to me.

He huffs" Fine" he sits up and lets me get up. I scoot back up to the door, retracting my legs to me.

He sits back" Go on" he waits. I took a deep breath" Its very... complicated, very long story, My" I start to get emotional.

" My dad did this to me" I looked down at my knees" So that is all and you can take me home now" I stated avoiding any further questions.

" Whoa, not so fast" He stops me. I looked at him" Whoa, yea that fast" I nod.

He shakes his head" No, why the fuck would he do that?" He says angry.

I stared at him" Like I said, long story" I repeated . I don't want to go through this again. It gets old and more horrible to say.

His eyes piercing my soul. He wants more. He looks at me" Why won't you just tell me?" He asks softly.

" Because Im afraid, if I do" My voice cracks " That I am giving something up and waiting to be rejected even more" I whispered.

" It's not something you go around telling people, it something that is not gunna go away the more you tell" I said.

He scoots closer" How bad could it be?" He whispers confidently.

" Fine, my dad was a psychopath, he abused me for couple of years, then it got real bad when he brought me into an abandon Green house" I started crying. It's even worse to repeat the memories. It's like Im the narrator to the movie playing in my head.

" For 4 months, He non-stop tortured me, day and night, with all sorts of things" I bawled. Can just see him digging into me.

" I can't sleep anymore Reed, cause every time I feel like I am tried" I looked at him sniffing and wiping my eyes.

" My mind instantly goes into survival mode, it doesn't shut off, the fear of him digging into my skin the second I dose off , still haunts me, after two years" I broke. I gave into him. I didn't want to fight anymore.

" He made me this way" I cried into my knees. Now. This is the part of scared of. The complete silence.

The utter rejection I will receive.

He suddenly pulls my legs over his and pulls me into his lap and wraps his warm arms around me.

He holds me. What is happening? I slowly stop crying and just melt into his chest and listen into his to his strong heartbeat.

We sit there in silent. Listening to the rain hit the roof. Sat there for awhile.

I feel some sort of relief. Telling someone besides Megan, my aunts and myself.

I feel actually safe, I haven't felt safe for 4 years. Why does he make me feel safe?

My eyes become heavy, my eyes slowly droop and close