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I need more confidence.

I can't even wear shorts.

I'm too scared I shaved wrong or my legs look weird

And I hate attracting attention to my body

And my legs have red bumps on them (it's only on the top and it's on my arms. It's ok I checked with my doctor)

I'm leg conscious

Haha

I love baseball

I used to play

When I was really little. And I was the only girl on all the teams. Because soft ball is for girls and baseball is for boys?

But I had fun. I guess.

I hate collected sports though. I'd rather choose to do them when I want.

My anxiety ruins everything

But I can pitch and hit the ball well

Although my right shoulder is screwed up. I can't throw hard or fast. It will... like... do something? And hurt.

I think it's from when I played baseball but I'm not sure.

I'm so anxious

I want to die. MCAS science is this Tuesday and Wednesday

Whyyyyyyyyy do we have to take these!!

But story

I adore science. You should know that. I'm a science nerd.

Science trivia I rock

The other day in science (I have this wicked old teacher (("wicked" is apparently a New England word. Do any of you say that?)) named mrs bosan. She's kinda.... nuts) we were taking a test but it was an open notes open book test.

It had 25 questions on each side

It was basically a match the word with the definition thing. For biology/ anatomy?

But my notebook with all my notes in it, was lost (it wasn't my fault. Maybe it was. Yeah it probably was but I didn't just loose it that day). And for once, I "needed" it to make sure I was right. I could have just used the book?

Well there is this other version for the,... uh.... bad at science kids. That has 15 questions on each side. And she came over to my desk to switch my text out for it. And I asked her why? She said because it's not fair or something because I don't have my notes?

And I looked her in the eye and said no. I'm gonna do this test without anything. I know what I'm doing.

But then I looked at the test.

And I lost most of my confidence.

I knew most of it easily but the thing I had issues with was like,... what is the top sections of the heart called/ bottom?

Like... I know the two parts. Just not which side they are.

But I think I got an 100 I'm choking. If I do... god I want like.... I want to to say something.

It's not that special but....

She likes me anyways so it's ok.

I love science so much I don't know why.

I'm gonna ace the MCAS 👍🏼