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Prepare for art and a vent

Art ^^^ I can't give you any details on the project but here's the sketch for the oc I'm making

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Art ^^^ I can't give you any details on the project but here's the sketch for the oc I'm making.



And now rant





So.... you all probably know that that guy friend of mine has been causing me problems lately.



Well.... I'm so done.






After he said that rude stuff he blocked me. And I guess told a couple of my friends about it.

Asdfghjkl I am so pissed at Ayla right now (that girl he hangs out with)

Like it's hard to type I just want to smash the jets and hit her.

I hate her I hate her


Not only is she selfish but she's a complete ass.


I'll explain.




We were at "gym" (it wasn't really gym we were just sitting in the cafeteria talking because voting)
And it was me, Wayne, Ayla, and megan

We were talking but I'm still so damn jealous and mad at Wayne.

Well he finally brought up the fight. Finalllyyyyy

He told me that he told them and I said I knew.

Then Ayla started talking about how he yelled at her. And she heard me defend her.

She asked if I said something after and I said yes. She said she was happy when I did that but WHERE THE HELL WAS SHE WHEN HE WAS YELLING AT ME?!?! Huh?! She had known the whole time yet hadn't only not told him to apologize or brought it up, SHE REMINDED HIM TO BE MAD AT ME IM GONNA RIP OUT HER THROAT!!!

She's so selfish. She sees me as a threat. Ugh. I fucking hate her so much.

I am just as jealous as her. But I'm different. I want both of us to be happy so I try to but in but not take the spotlight from the other person. Basically im a coward who just doesn't say how I feel until I give up and get forgotten.

I am trying so hard to show how mad I am at them.

Why am I failing?

My protests are so small


Like today he yelled across the room... with her by his side... asking for the time. I looked back at them, ant turned back at the teacher without saying a word. He brought it up later but ugh. I wish I could hit him hard in the stomach. Her too.




I'm honestly more mad at her than at him.



She's literally the reason why this started and she's a dick.








I'm gonna go cry now bye.












I hate my friends (in person)









NONE OF THEM NOTICE HOW ANGRY AND SAD I AM!!!!!!
Do they not care?







Ugh.



I'm so sorry that was way over dramatic. I'm just really really .... upset right now. And stressed. And mad. I'm so sorry.








He promised he wouldn't leave.

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