possession: reason for my own damage.

" one cut and that's enough "

Noor.

It's really hard to keep quite . The journey of plaines are boring and trust me we all should prefer trains because in trains their are always some funny copassengers which would keep you entertained through out the way .

Recently , my life is a mess .

I have to join my office from tommorow and guess what I just came to know that Arjun resign after that bhabi incident and my receptionist told me this just two hours before. 

So I basically now need a personal assistant too .

Arjun is sitting with avnii and yup , you all get right no bhabi because she had decided to give divorce to my brilliant brother for this .

Arjun, well he kept in ignoring me and vikram Bhai just said that his life would have been so better if I would have died instead of taking birth .

Harsh . Yup it was harsh . But no big deal , I hear these things everyday or specifically every minute now .

Avnii , too actually hates me now because she again thinks that their life is a mess because of me .

Even though they all are true but comeon ! I was actually being molested twice in last 45 days , tried to commit suicide twice in last three years and cried my self to sleep everyday !!

Yup , I tried to commit suicide twice well the second one is also not know by avnii but shit I actually survived .

I am the one who is living without love from last 3 years and I think that is enough for one lie I said .

Our parents had each other , vikram had avnii and guess what !! Even Arjun had manvi but me ! What I had ! Nothing ! No one!

Still , I am ready to take all the blame .

Our plane landed and the journey to the house was again , silent . Like why people can't use their vocal strands man !!

" papa " the door was opened my manvi who hugged Arjun tightly. 

I pass her a smile to which she replied with a frown .

What??

Well I think , she who I thought my last hope to smile also hates me . Maybe she now also knows something that she shouldn't have   .

" avnii , just take your important things , we will just leave this place ." Arjun voice roared 8n the whole house .

Before avnii could even make a move , my dad stopped her. 

" before any other thing that happens in this house , I want to say something ." My dad said looking at me .

Great ! More insult noor , get ready !

No one moved. 

" noor , I always thought that you are our  blessing , but you !" He spated at me the last two words making tears flow in my eyes .

" I am so ashamed of you! I hate to have a daughter like you ! I hate to see your face and I hate the fact that your body has my blood ." He throw those words towards me with disgust .

He nearly killed me . My heart, it's broken into peices . My dad , who never shouted at me was ashamed of me .

" noor chaudhry get out of this and never show me your disgusting face ." I thought this all but no , as soon as he stopped his hand came in contact with my cheeks .

He slapped me!

He slapped me !

No one moved . My father hold me from my arm and threw me out .

*******

Savings , they always help .

While working I brought this house and now it's my only thing which I can say as mine .

Vodhka . Done ✔

Sleeping pills . Done ✔

Righting a good bie letter for my parents , brother and Arjun.  Done ✔

Blade .done ✔

Well , I have nothing left in my life , pain , hatered and loneliness is all what I am left with but I don't want it .

Without wasting much time , I kissed the letter which had Arjun named in it and and my lips imprinted on them .

Red lipstick is my favourite. 

I took sleeping pills with vodhka and the moment vodhka touched my system , hell it burnt .

But who cares ? No one. 

Knife was sharp , it would be quick .

" one cut and that's enough " my brain yelled and I followed him .

Soon the pain starts to vanish and it all turned dark .

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