It's coming back, all of it.
The things I tried to push away for so long
since that day I decided not to feel anything but happiness
I'm starting to feel numb again
too many feelings causing me to feel nothing but still feel it all
Why now? Why when everything was starting to change for the better? What did you do to me? What did I do to myself?
I'm scared.
It feels like I'm losing my mind
These thoughts I whole-heartedly hate but still won't leave me
Can't it just go away?
Why am I so sensitive?
I hate it, all of it. Why now?!
Save me, please help me...
save me from myself....
Even though I know that you probably won't ever know any of this but I wish you did
I can't tell you, I'm sure that when I'm standing before you I will pretend to be strong because I'm scared you will leave me again and I'm sure you have your own problems to
But I still hope that you hear my call for help.
Save me....
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Things I Could Never Say
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