cherish hope × tomlinson [discontinued] [needs editing]

eighteen

loulou, u stalking her or wut. cuz u is. I know u iz. hush.

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L o u i s ' POV

Oh my god.

She's here.

In front of me.

I could... oh my god.

A smile takes over my face as I look into her gorgeous blue eyes. It's fate giving me another chance. I know I shouldn't have gone out with Georgia. I'm so stupid. Ugh. Why did I have to listen to her? She doesn't care about me. She only cares about hurting Amelia.

But she's here now. That's all that matters.

I can tell that she's not too happy to see me as she shies away from my gaze.

"Louis..?", she asks, looking up at me. Her face is marked with pain, my fault. She's alone in the hotel... hm.

"Surpriseeeeeee?"

I'm trying to make her smile... if a smile means a stern glare full of hatred and anger - I'm succeeding.

"Look, Amelia, I'm so sorry. I.. I don't know what I was thinking before... I just... please forgive me?"

She sighs before getting up, leaving her plate full of food.

I don't blame her for not wanting to talk to me, but couldn't see give me another chance? I made one mistake.

She leaves me at her table. I watch her as she walks over to the lifts, this is my only chance.

Wondering whether or not this is a smart choice, I'm running towards the elevator and I am inside just as the doors shut.

I hear her sigh and turn to see her rubbing her temples.

Come on, I'm not that bad.

"Amelia, please", I watch her eyes. They look heavy with sorrow - and that's my fault. I'm so sorry, I can't even begin to tell her. I've ruined her everything, but I need her.

She hits the button for the 8th floor, just as I hit all of the others. There are 25 floors in this hotel.

She glares at me, I just smile. I can usually cheer anyone up...

"Look, love", I begin, "Everything that I did... well one thing but..."

She's trying hard not to listen, we arrive to the 2nd floor. An old woman is waiting for the lift,

"Sorry, darling. Can't come in here, she's having..", I whisper the next part, "teenage problems"

Her eyes widen as she believes my terrible lie and she nods and smiles. I feel a bit bad for the lovely old lady.

"Good luck", she whispers back.

I turn to see Amelia looking at me, "What?", I say.

She scoffs and turns her back to me. I'd forgotten how stubborn she is.

"Look, I can't tell you how sorry I am. The day I met you, at your school, was one of the best days of my life. I can't even imagine my life without you... it's crazy but it's true. You mean the world to me and all I ask for is another chance. I don't know why I went off with Georgia"

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"I was stupid. I wanted to make you jealous... so you'd like me. I'm crazy for you, Ame. I just want you to want me. I've always said that I will fall in love when I'm ready..."

4

"I'm ready now"

She looks up to me, I don't even know what just happened - but it was good.