Exposure - Rose and Rosie

Chapter five

Sorry I've been on vacation will continue to update this daily, don't forget to comment xxxxxx
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Tonight's the night.

I take deep breaths and remember the first time James kissed me. At his party 6 months ago. Well we've been dating since. And we decided tonight's the night we do it.

I'm understandably nervous.

Emma said I need to calm down. It's not going to be that scary. But I'm shitting myself. What if I'm horrendous?

"Mum, I'm going to stay at Emma's tonight, we've got a project due."

I lie as I leave the door.

James sits in his car parked outside my house. I check to see if Barbara (my mom) is looking before I enter his car.

He drives in silence.

We arrive at his house, he opens the door for me and I am utterly bedazzled by the sight before my eyes.

A candle lit dinner is laid out on the table.

I smile at him.

He leans in and kisses my neck. "Well my baby deserves a special night."

Why does this make me feel so awkward?

I force a smile. We eat his raw dinner and he leads me upstairs to his room.

I've never felt uncomfortable in his room until now.

We've spent months playing video games in here... it's just a room Rose pull yourself together.

I sit at the edge of his bed.

He moves closer kissing my neck and slowly moving up to my chin and then my lips.

His fingers play around with the hems of my shirt. Hi itches them up- removing my shirt. And then moves onto my jeans.

I match his movements pulling off his shirt and then jeans and then he's on top of me kissing every inch of my skin.

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What can I say?... The sex was shit.