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BJ P.O.V

Terrian don't do this!- I yelled over the phone .

My nigga really just killed himself. Over the phone with me. He's been my main man since grade school. We use to sit and talk for hours about how we was gonna be the biggest drug dealers out here like our pops. I did everything with Terrian. He was the first person I came out to. He never judged me or even left my side. He never looked at me no different because I was still a G at heart. Gay or not he stood my title in this business.  Now he's gone. Gone because he fucked up.

I called the rest of the guys to let them know what was going on. Immediately they rushed over to where I was. I told them the story and they all wanted to cry.

This fucked up man!- Blood yelled

Everybody shook there head in agreement. Even me.

Well yall know that me and T was like brothers for real, we built this shit from the dirt to where it is now, he wants me to take over as the boss- I explained to them

What the fuck you mean you take over? We ain't hear him say this shit- Nate said

The thing about Nate is that he is a new nigga,  so he don't know about me or the gang. This the 3rd time this pussy has gotten smart at the mouth with me, and I don't trust him, nobody trust him. So I'm just gonna handle it now.  I pulled my gun out and pointed it at his head.

You fag ass nigga ain't got the balls to shoot me- he laughed

My balls bigger then yours and my Dick, and my hustle, you a new nigga and we don't trust new niggas, so let me make u get gone now pussy- He tried to run but herbo got his ass before I could .

The boys was about to clean him up but fuck that. I called the dogs in for this nigga and let them clean him up .

My main duty was Chyna at this point. I have to go see her.

********At The Hospital*******
After the killing of Nate I went to visit Chyna. Honestly, this is starting to hurt me more than a little bit. Before I was gay, I had a huge crush on her. She was always the brightest, the smartest, also she was a thug at heart, I guess you can say that turned me on. But she got with T, which was understanding because they both were alike. I dated girls who were unknown to try and hide the fact that I was gay. Don't get me wrong, I'm still attracted to women, and I still hook up with them from time to time. Just into guys a little bit more.

I walked into Chyna room and saw her laying there. Stiff, cold, but yet still beautiful. I honestly don't know what was coming over me when I seen her, but I begin to feel lust and love. I couldn't feel like this, my loyalty still belongs to Terrian, plus I have whole boyfriend. So what am I doing. I walked over to get a better look at her.

Chyna I just wanna say that I am truly sorry this happened to you, your so beautiful and you didn't deserve this, everybody know that you loved him and you didn't deserve the treatment, be strong and make it baby girl- I said
I kissed her lips. Before I could walk out the room. I herd soft moans. I turned around and saw her big brown eyes, my heart dropped.

I ran over to her and kisses her lips again.

I knew you were meant for me all along- she said