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Ch5:nightmares and pooldays ruined

Joel pov//
I feel something shake I wake up to see Lydia having a nightmare I shake her she started to cry "please stop no no don't hurt me" she says in her sleep "Lyds wake up!" I say louder she shoots up crying and shaking I hug her "shhh it's okay you're okay" I calm her down by brushing my fingers through her hair "let's get some rest okay" I say she nods we lay down in each others arms she shakes a bit more "ca-can you si-sing to m-me please?" She said stuttering because she's been crying I nod I start to sing 'be alright by Justin Bieber' mid way through the song she fell asleep I look at her in awe 'do I have feelings for her?! Of course I do' I say to myself I fall asleep

Lydia pov//
*BANG* i shoot up only to be pulled back down by Joel "what was that" I asked "it's the guys" he says with his eyes still shut "come on" I say "5more min pleaseeee" he begs "I'm hungry tho" I say and on que my stomach growls "but cuddles"he says giving me the puppy dog eyes "not the eyes and the pout" I say "fineeee" I give in he lays on my chest while my hand brush through his hair (A/N IT LOOKED LIKE THIS below)

I stared to hum 'broken home by 5SOS' not even 3min later I smell food I get up and run out the room then I got lost damn it hallways I hear footsteps "it's this way" Joel said I follow quickly I look at the time "9:07am" we finally get to the kitchen all they guys are there "goodmoring" i smile "you okay after everything?" Richard asked "yeah I just had a panic attack and passed out but I'm good" I reply as Joel got my food "thank you" I whisper to him I look down and eat little by little remember I used to starve myself so I can't take a bunch in at once or I'll throw up like crazy

"you are a really slow eater" zabdiel laughs I look down "yeah I know" I say "why?" asked Christopher "what time is it?" I asked trying to change the subject "it's 9:27am. Why?" Joel says "just wondering. I should probably get going" I say getting up "we are going to be having a pool day just us guys and you if you come" Richard says "what time?" I smile "1:00pm"
Richard says "I'll be there" I say walking out the door and across the yard into my yard I get inside and start to watch the news 5 minutes later I decided to FaceTime my parents from my MacBook they answer my call

-FaceTime-
Lyd-hey mom I miss you
Mom-I miss you too amor
Lyd-I'm loving Miami a lot ma
Mom-sí?
Lyd-sí I wish you ere here tho
Mom-I got to go te amo
Lyd-te amo
-FaceTime ended-

I go to my room to pick out a outfit and bathing suit for later (A/N PIC BELOW)

I do my laundry and clean so time passes by when im done I look at my phone on the charger it say 12:38pm perfect I go and get ready I put on the swimming suit (PIC ABOVE) then I put on a black loose crop top and dark ripped shorts and a choker and my sunglasses I look at the time 12:59pm okay great! I walk over with my bag with my phone, keys, sunscreen, and sunglasses *knock*oh wait there's a doorbell *dimg**ding* I then hear foot steps "hey come on in" I hear Erick "gracias" i say "come todos están atrás" he says leading the way "AYE MAMI" is all I heard from the guys as I walk out they all are in the pool play football and basketball "come join us" Joel says "okay I gotta take my clothes off first" I walk over to a chair and put my stuff down I slid my shorts down "DAMN" "dios míos" "que hermosa" "dímelo mami" is all you hear from the guys you blush lightly

"oh shut up guys" you say rolling your eyes you see a diving board you walk towards it you see Richard pull out snapchat so you had to look good I wasn't gonna cannon ball I was gonna dive "in 5..4..3..2..1" Richard says and I dive in and swim up and feel good about it then the guys surrounded me "that was cool" Joel said hugging me from behind "thanks..hey can I see the video?" I said Richard before anyone asked what's up with Joel and me "sure" he say everyone was watching I looked sexy as fuck "put it in slow motion" he did I looked even better damn "damn Richard save that and text me it"they all agreed I laughed "don't move a lot your butt is all over my junk"Joel said into my ear that send a chill down my back "woah are y'all a thing" zabdiel asked they all look at me "no" I say "I'm just very friendly" Joel said winking "get some J"Richard say "dímelo papi" say zabdiel Christopher and Erick stay quiet "I need to use the bathroom" I say "it's across the hall from my room" Joel said

I got out the pool and went and did my business I looked down my scars as I walk out the door I feel someone pin against the wall "I can treat you better mami" I hear before their lips kiss my neck "Christopher stop" I try to push him away but he's way stronger than me "I said STOP" I say struggling to move I start to get scared "CHRISTOPHER STOP LEAVE ME ALONE" I scream I feel someone pull him off me I look up and see Erick "dude what's your problem?!" He yelled at Chris he shrugged and walked back outside

"I should probably go home" say holding my tears in "I'll walk you back" he offers "it's fine just tell the guys I didn't feel well that's why I left" I tell him getting my phone from the counter walking out the door I walk to my house forgetting my keys are in my bag at the guys house I walk back over "your back" they say "I forgot my stuff" I say looking at a mad/sad Chris I got my stuff "stay" Joel said " I don't feel good" I say looking at Chris as a tear falls I wipe it quickly and turn and walk to my house

Joel followed me all the way to my front door while asking a bunch of questions I just didn't reply to be annoyed me to my breaking point "Shut up and leave me alone it's none of your business!" I yell he was shocked I thought he was gonna slap me so I jumped back

Joel pov//
"Shut up and leave me alone it's none of your business" she yelled at me 'she's really hurting inside so don't stop fighting for her to open up' I thought to my self as I was going in for a hug but she jumped back 'she thought I was gonna hit her' I feel upset and hurt

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This was a longggg chapter but woah what just happened?