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Ch12:the lie and finally

Lydia pov//
"Go away Erick" I told him
"Not until you tell me what's wrong" he said back "YOU WANNA KNOW WHATS WRONG? EVERYTHING OKAY SOMEONE IS JUST TRYING TO HAVE SEX WITH ME AND THE GUY I LIKE LEAD ME ON THEN I FIND OUT HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND!" I snapped but it wasn't the truth

"Lydia zabdiel isn't trying to have sex with you none of us are. And Joel actually likes you..well I think but anyways that 'girlfriend' of his is gay" he said I cried my eyes out

"I can't.." I soon realized my old panic attacks are coming back I guess he noticed because he dropped down to my side "Lydia..Lyds look at me" he grabbed my face "everything.is.fine." I couldn't pay attention everything was blurry I couldn't breathe "GUYS!" I hear I hear a bunch of foot steps "wha-" someone drops to my side and kissed me! It was really short but it brought me back once we pulled away I saw it was Joel I looked down 'you're not him' I said to myself 'did I just quote teen wolf?" I said to myself

I looked back up to see him still here along with everyone else zabdiel looked hurt he was the first one to leave then Richard and Inanna left Christopher, Erick, and Joel were left "she needs some rest" Joel finally broke the silence he picked me up bridal style I nuzzled my head in his chest he took me to my room the guys followed to make sure I was okay I whispered something into Joel's ear "can you and Christopher get tsunami while I talk to Erick" I told him he nodded

"Hey what's up?" He said sitting on my bed "the thing I told you in the bathroom...I-the reason I was crying wasn't the truth well kinda" I said "I just don't think I'm ready to talk about it but when I am i will" I said "Lydia it's okay I understand" he hugged me i let some tears out "you're like a little sister to me even tho you are older" we laughed "thanks Erick" I said

Joel walked into the room with tsunami I look up "tsunami!!" I yell Joel places her on the bed she runs over to me "Christopher and the rest are gone. I put the fire pit out and it's getting late so you need some rest" he said "hey someone needs to watch over her especially since the whole panic attack. Maybe you should stay" Erick said to Joel "that's true but only if it's okay with Lyds" Joel looks over at me "it's completely fine with me" I said

16 min later we are ready for bed when I see Joel lay on the rug "Joel?" I said "hmm?" He replied "why are you doing?" I asked "um sleeping" he said I get up and walk to him "not here" I grabbed his hand and tug on him "come" I pat the bed he groaned

He sat that the other end of the bed "what? I'm not gonna bite" I smile I grabbed his shirt and pull him on top of me he smiles I smile

"You're so beautiful" he said I blush "can we just lay here forever?" I question as we laid together (like the picture above) "I wish" he said "I play with his hair we move around so I'm not as crushed I started to play with his hair again I accidentally pulled on it which caused him to groan "sorry" I said

he sits up then I sit up "Lydia... I know this is very soon but I can't hold it in anymore..." I was so confused "i like you...more like love" he said "joe-he cuts me off "you probably don't feel the same but you are a beautiful, amazing, talented, loving, caring, and much more and I couldn't help but fall in love with you" he said

"Joel I like you and only you and I want to be with you 24/7 because you make me so happy and word can't explain how much you mean to me" I said "but this can" I kissed him I was a sweet passions kiss we break apart "be mine?" He said "I'd love to" we smile and kiss again this time it was with more hunger we stopped because it was getting late and we needed rest

That night I fell asleep in the arms of the one I love

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Sorry for not updating I decided to continue the book