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Ch6:party

Joel pov//
I look at her eyes with tears "why?" She looks up "I have to go I can't explain I'm sorry" she runs in her house I'm left outside alone wonder what happened i walk back to my house and just go up to my room to avoid all questions

Lydia pov//
I closed the door and ran up to my bedroom and ran into the bathroom and locked the door I slid my back down the door and held my knees to my chest and cried as memories came flowing back to me

Flashbacks:
I walk into school everyone looks at me with disgust or sadness "well look it's the school whore" my bullies say "I'm not a whore so leave me alone!" I yell back I quickly regret it as I felt a stinging sensation on my check and I began to feel pain everywhere I cry out in pain then everything goes black

Lydia pov//
I get up from where I was on the floor I pull my phone and check the time 1:35am and notifications

38 text from Joel

17 calls from Joel

8 text from Christopher

2 calls from Christopher

3text from everyone else

7calls from the rest

I put my phone on the charger and fall on my bed not even bothering to check the texts
~next morning~
I get my phone off the charger and see I have

13new texts from Joel

4new texts from Christopher

7new texts from Erick

And none from the rest

Wow okay I decided to read some first Joel
~text messages from Joel~

-hey I'm sorry about today

-ik ur probably not gonna reply but please do I need to know you are safe and okay

-Lydia you really starting to scare me answer my call please

-Lydia you haven't even read them you

-are you okay?!

Me:sorry I'm fine I just fell asleep last night
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-I'm coming over!!
Me:no it's fine I'm fine look come to ur white pillow room and look at my room I'll show you I'm fine

I got up from my bed and wait for him I see him i wave and walk back to my bed
Ding ding
-I'm coming over later
Me:don't I just wanna be left alone for a while
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Wow he actually cares now I check Christopher's texts
~text messages from Christopher~

-you better not tell them what I did!

-I'm sorry it's that I got all jealous when you with Joel it's that I really like you

-im sorry

-hey are you okay you haven't been replying to any of us

Me:i just need to be alone for a while
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-I understand but please forgive me
Me:I forgive you now I gtg
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Damn I was left on read lol whatever now to check Ericks
~texts messages from Erick~

-hey

-hey

-hi

Me:all you sent were hey and hi😂❤️
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-hi
Me:boi
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I got up and went to the kitchen made myself some eggs and toast and bacon after I finish I sit in silence just how I like it