All Before It Ends G.D

Chapter 19

~Morgen's P.O.V~

"You what?"I said looking at him 'no he couldn't. Please no' I thought to myself.

"Morgen, I don't know what to do? They think it might be too late to do any treatments." Grayson said with tears in his eyes.

"It will be okay, I promise. Ethan, Anna, and I will be with you every step of the way." I said holding his hands

"Morgen, what if something happens?"

"Gray, don't think that." I said, he lays his head in my lap, and holds onto me. I play with his hair until I know he's asleep. "Gray, you're a mess love" I said to myself. I looked at the clock 5am, I decided I was up. I turned on the TV.

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I woke up to Grayson moving.

"I guess I fell asleep" I said looking at Grayson, as he was already looking.

"I guess so. I have a question" he said playing with my long hair

"What's up?" I looked down at him. He sat up

"How do I tell Anna and Ethan?"

"Gray, I don't know. But I'll help you."

"Lets do it now?"

"I guess." I said looking down at my hands. I don't want to think he's going to leave and never come back.

~Grayson's P.O.V~

I walked down the hall to Ethan's and Anna's room. I knocked on the door than opened it. I see Ethan laying on Anna talking to stomach where the baby is. I wanted to cry knowing that I'll never have that.

"Yeah gray?" Anna said

"Can you guys come to the living room, please?" I said

"What's the matter?" Ethan said sitting up

"Just please" I said walking towards the living room. I waited until Anna and Ethan came in and I pointed to the couch. They sat down next to Morgen.

"What's up gray?" Ethan said looking confused. I looked over at Morgen, and her eyes were glossy, she was crying. I teared up, I don't want her to be upset.

"Um, I need to tell you guys something. And it's not easy, and there's nothing at this point I can do." I said letting the tears roll down my face. I looked at Ethan, he knew something wasn't right. Anna was looking at Morgen, confused. Morgen just shook her head and looked down, and cried. "I have stage two caner. And there's nothing to stop it." I finally said. The room fell silent.

"Yo-you what?" Ethan said. I looked at him. He had tears rolling down his face. "And you can't treat it?" He said trying to keep his cool. I took a deep breathe

"I can, but there's a 15% chance it will work. I don't want to waste the money and for it not to work" I said

"I'll pay for it. I'll do anything. I'll work more hours." Morgen said. I looked at her and shook my head.

"No, I'm not going to let you do that." I said

"No we'll all help pay for it." Anna said.

--Few days later--

"Alright mister Dolan. Are you ready to start treatment?" My nurse said. I looked at Morgen who was sitting in the chair next to me. Holding my hand, she was watching friends on the little TV in the corner.

"Yes ma'am" I said

A few hours later the treatment was done. Morgen was driving, and I was just staring out the window. I was playing with my hair.

"What are you doing?" Morgen asked

"Playing with my hair?" I said like it was a question

"Why?"

"The doctor said that in a few day with this treatment I'm going to lose my hair, and I want to remember what it feels like."

"Gray, honey. No, don't think that way." She said, I laid my head down on the center console. And Morgen took a hand off the wheel and started running her hand through my hair. We soon pulled up to the house. And I sat up, and looked at her.

"You know, you can stop the treatment from taking your hair." She said

"How do I do that?" I looked at her confused

"Let's go" she said pulling out of the driveway again and driving to the store. We parked and walked in. She headed all the way to the back off the store where all the hair stuff was. Then she stopped at the razors.

"Shave my head?" I said looking at her

"Yes" she said looking down

"Okay" I grabbed a razor from the shelf and walked to the cashier and checked out. I drove home this time. But boy, was I tired. Once we got home Morgen and I went to her room. She laid down on her bed and and I laid next to her.

~Morgens P.O.V~

I looked over and gray was asleep. I decide to play with his hair one more time, because I knew that I wouldn't see it for awhile. A few hours later he woke up. And he looked at me

"I'm ready" he said

"Are you sure?" I said looking at him hoping he would be okay.

"Yes"

"Okay" I grabbed the razor and walk to the bathroom holding his hand

"I'm not going to let cancer take this from me." He said kinda with a giggle. I plug in the razor and look at him

"Are you sure?" I said he nodded his head. Line by line I shaved his head. It was heartbreaking to me and mostly him. I could hear his cries but I didn't say anything, because I knew that he wouldnt want me to know he was crying. After what felt like forever, all his hair was gone. "Okay" I said. He stood up and walked to the mirror. He rubbed his head. I came behind him and wrapped myself around him. I held on to him. He turned around and faced me. With one finger he lifted my chin, so that I was looking at him. He lead down and kissed me. I wanted to let him keep his lips on mine. But I couldn't. I pulled away, he looked at me confused.

"What?" He said

"I can't do this gray." I said looking down

"Do what?" He said a little louder

"This, I can't. I don't want to have feelings for you. I can't have feelings for you."

"What do you mean you cant do this?! Seriously Morgen! I'm the one dying here, and you can't do this?! Whatever" he said walking out of my room. I grabbed on his arm.

"Gray, that's not what I meant" he looked down at his arm and looked back up to me. He pulled his arm our of my grip. And left me there in my doorway, as I watched him walk out of the house. And slam the front door closed.

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PLEASE DONT HATE ME!!!
I KNOW ITS BEEN AWHILE, BUT UGH! I KNOW I SAY THIS ALOT BUT IM GOING TO TRY AND STAY AROUND!!

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