DiaboliK Loving

Forbidden Lullaby

*anabelles POV*

Ive awoken in my room feeling empty inside as if though i've lost something dear to me.

I don't even know where this feeling came from but it just did, i knew for a fact that it couldn't have been from julius being gone for one whole month.

Yes , it had been one month and i hadn't seen julius or elizabeth , so many things that i wanted to tell eli but i just couldnt .

I felt so hopeless and just so lonely it made me sick . 'how i wish i could just turn back time to before eli had gone to summer in italy' i thought to myself as i looked out my window to her house .

My eyes widen in shock at the sight of julius in the distance ,

I don't know why but i found myself running down the stairs and walking out the house to where julius was .

I pooped right in front of his face " hello pedophile" i sarcastically told him while giggling at the surprised face he made.

"If it isn't miss rip my heart apart" julius said in a serious tone that intimidated me for a second

His facial expression gave me the clue that he was angry so i quickly changed the subject. I went on to ask julius what he was doing " i was looking for you my love " he replied to me without even looking at me.

" thats funny , i live right next door , this is actually elizabeth's house" i quickly responded to him.

That was when my shoulders suddenly became heavy by julius hands , he sort of shook me and in his angriest tone yelled at me "how do you know elizabeth!".

A little baffled towards why he wanted to know about elizabeth ,i simply stood there then shook julius hands and replied " she's my best friend and were neighbors so of course i know her ".

After that julius seemed to have understood and then looked at me to ask me what i wanted

" ice cream" i said to julius while smiling , "buy me ice cream" i said to julius once again.

"Now why would i do that " he responded in a very arrogant way

" well you dropped my ice cream last time so it's only fair that you pay me back for that " i arrogantly spoke to him while grabbing on to his wrist and pulling him towards the direction to the convenience store.

We had just gotten to the convenience store and i had chosen a chocolate ice cream , unfortunately , mr.serious arrogant ass didn't want one so i wasn't able to try the other flavors.

If that wasn't enough , walking with him was so boring , he's serious face and his lack of socializing made it awkward.

As i licked my ice cream slowly , it seemed that i had gotten ice cream on my lips and bottom of my lip and it seemed that julius had noticed so he reached his hand to wipe it off.

After he had wiped it off , i grabbed a big scoop of ice cream and wiped it all over his face.

I ran as quick as i could while laughing my way through the woods,

" that's not a very nice thing to do , silly girl " he said sarcastically to me

" you run very fast , are you a secret athlete? " i sarcastically questioned him.

He seemed to understand my joke and in the most sarcastic tone told me he was actually a wrestler .

He grabbed my neck and softly wrestled with me and managed to drop me to the floor where i laid laughing next to julius.

As i turned my head to face him i saw something i had never seen before , another part of him i had just uncovered and before me laid not an arrogant ass mister but a man who looked so handsome when he smiled.

'Wow he looks so handsome when he smiles' i thought to myself as i looked at him there lying next to me.

I stared at his smile then his beautiful gray eyes and i " do i look that handsome when i smile?" julius asked me while still smiling.

"yes " i said smiling and practically drooling over him.

That was the first time i had seen him smile and it made my day feel like a cloud of rainbows.julius was polite enough to walk me back home and just like that he waved goodbye as he smiled .

And for the first time he didn't just disappear out of thin air.

For the first time i could hear the forbidden lullaby of that laughter that was hidden inside a monster.