DiaboliK Loving

Tear it from my Chest

* Annabelle POV*

Have you ever walked into the light?.

I believe i did, it was like my life was flashing before my eyes and yet all i could see was julius.

Is it true that you can fall in love with your killer? .

*ring ring*

"Anabelle where are you, you tell me this instant!" my mother screamed as loud as she could through the phone.

" mom, i-i-i i'm at the hill " i said while sobbing.

I suppose my mother could tell how distressed and hurt i was so she told me to wait there and she would come pick me up.

After my mother got here, she saw how drenched i was so she quickly took of her coat and put it on me.

During the whole drive, my mother and i didn't speak.

Once we had gotten home i took a quick shower then went to sleep.

It was tuesday and again i wouldn't be going to class. My parents believed that maybe i should take the week off to take the stress off.

I didn't have anything better to do, so i basically just watched some movies, ate ice cream and slept most of the time.

*Wensday*

I was so sick of the mood so i walked out and decided i would go get some ice cream from the convenience store.

" will this be all" said the cashier

" yeah" i replied politely.

" that will be one dollar and fifty cents" she told me while making eye contact with me.

As i paid the cashier, i unwrapped my ice cream and began to lick it.

Then i suddenly just landed on the floor.

" you should walk what you walk into " julius suddenly said while looking down at me.

He extended his hand to me " need help" julius said while giving me a deadly smile.

"No!" i shouted at him " you've done enough, why don't you just leave me alone!" i screamed at julius while looking up at him and picking myself up.

Julius only seemed to look at me and grin, he looked at me from head to toe.

And his stare brought chills to my spine and gave me goosebumps.

"pedophile much?" i suddenly questioned him

"I have no desire for you" julius replied while coldly looking away.

I began to walk away, passing him

When suddenly.

A strong force grabbed my wrist and i suddenly found myself spinning around and landing on his chest.

I couldn't hear his heartbeat but i could hear mine.

My face blushed and i felt hot inside.

I felt so embarrassed and flustered that i couldn't even move.

Julius got close to my face and whispered " if only you had somebody that loved you"

As shocked as i was i looked up at him with a sorrowful looking face.

I couldn't stand it anymore , the way he was treating me was unbearable so i shook his hands off me and ran as fast as i could to the woods .

Tears flowing down my cheek and eventually reaching the floor .

The whole scenario seemed like out of some sad love story , it was pathetic .

As i ran further away i * honk * *honk* a car had appeared , its light flashing in my eyes blinded me.

And then a soft voice called out to me " do you love me ?" julius questioned me as he held my hand and pulled me away from the moving car.

"I would rather die than be in love with a monster like you!" i yelled at the top of my lungs to get him to stand as far away from me as possible.

'If you'd rather die then just die , why hold onto my hand that saves you?" he questioned as to get me to admit that i was in love with him.

I looked at him as to waiting for him to answer the question

And as he did , he walked over , grabbed me from my waist and as he began to pull me closer

I suddenly found myself close to his lips and as i made my way up to his ear i whispered " tear it from my chest.

'Tear it from your chest " he asked me

"Yes if it's love you want , then take my heart because i don't love you " i confidently said as i looked at him.

Julius looked me dead in the eye , a grin already taking place as he suddenly walked over to me

Shutting my eyes i began to feel his warmth and just as i opened my eyes .

Julius was gone .