Nothing like us

Back to Square one?

Kedd's p.o.v

I arrive at home late when I notice the same flower pot where I put my keys before, I think something was there. Walking there I notice it is some kind of a box. I took it and brings it inside.

The box is small and worn out but the thing that is more intriguing is that the freaking box had my bloody name on it.!

I frown at the thing seeing that it has a padlock, i stood, taking the box with me. I rampage my study table's drawer finding a couple of keyys there. Trying them at the square thing. The last one came off with a soft tick that earns a sigh from me.

"Okay let's see" rubbing my hand together i lift the top.

My eyes bulge at the stuff that is scattered in it. I don't expect seeing this, his stuffs three years from then. And there are Letters they are letters from him. I picked one, let out a big sigh and starts reading

Kedds,

hellow mahal? If you were reading this, then it's either you already scolded me for not telling that I'm sick or... worst I might not be around already.

Hal, sorry for not telling, I'm afraid I didn't know where to start, and I'm very shocked my self, anyways thank you for the whole year of being mine, I love you

-R.M

Ps. Congrats for being able to see the box, your really keen, are you?

I collapsed into the bed, taking the paper with me. Tears are racing down my face. I'm speechless! Looking at the date, he found out that he's sick, 6 months earlier than I did. How could he! Searching at the box again I notice that the letters has the same content but was written in a different papers.. crayons, pens and few blank papers

RM. stands for Rance Martinez, the man I love and the same man who causes me misery.

Rance was a former coleague , he's a cartoonist of profreader lenaya, her cousin and she's the one who introduce us to each other.

And it was him, the reason why I want to settle at Cali. Because it's our dream both..

He was 2 years older that me, he's tall, he's masculine and very handsome. He likes taking pictures and of course drawing. That guy, even though we Already date by then, but there's something odd, and mysterious about him that I feel strange but draws me to him at the same time.

I switched into a more comfortable position on the bed, the pillows we're already soaked by my tears but I don't really care, I need this, I need to let it all out, kasi ang sakit-sakit na. Hindi ko na kinakayang pigilan. Gusto Kung magalit sa ga*ong yun sa pagiwan sakin pero Hindi ko magawa kasi mas nangingibabaw ang pagmamahal ko sakanya.

i guess mas okay na nga ako ngayon, before kasi kahit banggitin Lang ang pangalan nya ay nasasakta na akot lumalayo, maybe if I wanna move on. Dapat harapin ko na lahat ng mga bagay na nakakapagpaalala saakin Kay Rance, alam Kong mahihirapan ako kasi tatlong taon ko sayang minahal eh! I am very used in calling him mine. pero.. gagawin ko parin kasi... Ito ang tama.

But tonight, hanggang Hindi ko pakaya, I shall let my self gets drown in this overwhelming feelings that I still have towards him. Pero Paano si hiel? Sabi ng maliit na bahagi ng utak ko. "I don't know.." I whispered back

3rd persons pov.

"Where are you?" Hiel sent a text message to kedd. Because it's the first time that she was late.

"Sorry, can't come. Meeting urgent!" She replied

"Okay, but you have a consequence for not feeling earlier!" He texted back