3rd p.o.v
after she taked her bath She decided to clean her apartment. That afternoon she already cleaned most of it when she got into her cabinet their hidden cabinet.
She removed Everything including rance' clothes when she stumble into a diary. Rance's jornal.
She opens it and found her name in the front page. The diary is not that thick
kedd, these jornal will answers all of your questions.
She scrolls yet she notice that Rance only wrote a few entrys
The date was Four years ago.
Im sorry I did not tell you about me bieng sick, I just can't bring my self to tell it to you...
she scrolls again.
Be happy...
was the only writen on the center, she carry on and stopped at the second to the last page.
"Baby, if you we're reading this, then maybe I am already dead kasi alam mo namang hindi ko ipapabasa ito sayo Kung naanjan pa ako" she laughs
"Alam mong mahal na mahal kita diba? Kaya hinahangad kong maging masaya ka, I love you so much thats why I'm now letting you go. Palayiin mo na ang sarili mo sa mga alaala ko, mamuhay ka ayon sa gusto mo at hindi ng ibang tao. Basta tumawa ka lang palagi. Pero wag yung ikaw lang magisa ha? Kasi baka they might assume that you'd lost it haha I will really miss you kedds, remember I love you always.
P's. Humanap ka ng lalaking mas mamahalin ka pa kesa sarili niya at sa ganunng paraan ay magiging mapayapa na ako kasi maligaya kana.
Rance.
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Rance, mahal Palagay ko..... ito na yung araw na huli kitang tatawaging mahal kasi parang nakita ko na yung taong tinotukoy mo, you already let me go, maybe I should too. Mahal parin kita pero Hindi na gaya ng dati. nagiging masaya na ako sa piling nya.... mag pahinga kana rin sana.... goodbye Rance, I love you
I looked outside the window, tumila na pala ang ulan, mukang nakiki ayun Ito sa nararamdaman ko ngayon. Matatapus din ang bagyo, hintay hintay lang, there are many ways to over come the storm. If your brave enough then take on the storm but if your not, dont worry that will not be called cowardly... then use the other way, wait for the storm to pass, that way Hindi ka na masasaktan masyado.
Liningpit ko na lahat ng gamit ni rance at sinonog, isa kasi iyon sa bilin niya, natagalan nga lang kasi noon hindi ko pa kaya... pero OK na. magiging okay na ako kasama si hiel...
After a few months of always meeting at the cafe, and dating. we grow accustomed with each other. Very closed really. Oh that was sarcastic.
"You bloody idiot!" I screamed at him when he puts an ice cream on my face and ran off. His voice rang on the hall, we are at my place right now, doing well... nothing really, movies, kdramas and now we're eating. Its almost seems a routine seeing him everyday, and yeah his actually part of my life. No, Let me rephrase that he became MY NEW FOUND LIFE. Like my own happy capsule.
"Aaaaaaahhh!!" I screamed when he kissed my cheeks and then reach for my waist and swirl me around at tumawa na naman. That is what he always do. Being childish starting from calling names to his funny faces.
"Sekyaaaa!(jerk)" he let go then I heard a thud and a soft groan from him and I turned para hampasin sana siya ng unan ng nakita kong naka higa na Ito sa sahig at hinahabul ang hininga. Mabuti na lang at carpeted yung flor kaya hindi tumama yung ulo nya sa sahig. I reach at the table and brought a glass of water to him.
"ayan kasi! takbo pa ng takbo!" Tinalo ko pa ang babysitter niya pag nandito siya na obviousy ay araw araw. palagi kasi siya dito pagkatapus ng trabaho niya, ayaw daw niya akong ma bored ng husto kaya naging tambay na siya sa bahay ko.
"ngayon lang naman eh! Haha (habol ng hininga) Hindi ko mapigilang maglaro Haha" Na lagi niyang alibay at Pagtangol sa sarili.
"pagod Ka galing sa trabaho tapos makikipag laro ka sa aking walang ginawa Kong di maghilata, abah your making your self a fool PO!" sermon ko
"at least gwapo" bulong bulong nIya
"muka mo" I stood up and reach for the pillow and gave it to him but as always he refuses
"magpapahinga ka o uuwi na? " seryoso Kung tanong sa kanya, I always think that I'm talking to a 4 years old girl, whining and just being stubborn when it comes to him."okay love.okay" and grin then drag me to sit beside him, he put the pillow under his head and bring it into my lap. I blushed and just laugh at the gesture then caress his hair. Few minutes later he was now softly snoring while sleeping like a child.
"Tingnan mo nga tung taong to oh." i smiled down at him. I don't know how but I fell for this guy deeper each day and cares for him more than I expected. "Love you "I whisper and kiss his temple.
I was typing at my laptop that weekend when my doorbell rang. I groan and and stood up to open it and I saw hiel smiling mischievously at my door step "Hey.." I ask him with a haorse voice. Kinuha nya ang kamay ko and Bring it to his lips and Peck a kiss.
"Did I woke you up love?" He voice out as he held me closed.
"No. I was writing, what is it hmmm?" I softly wisk and rest my head to his chest
He snaked his arms into my waist and whispered "Date!" Shivers ran down my spine as I felt his hot breath faning my ear
"Haha Ok, where to ?" i looked up and smiled sheepishly
He just told me to get dress but I just smiled at him stubbornly "baka gusto mong samahan pa kita? " maangas na saad niya, my eyes buldge at the statement and I ran to my room "I was just kidding!" I shouted when I hear him snicker humorously
I picked a simple dress with a ripple design and put a light make up. " im ready to go." I told him when I get onto his car.
On our way there I fell asleep, i felt relax then few hours later, i woke up feeling the sea breeze blowing my hair. I open my eyes and roam it around. The car's window was open and I face my left, I gasp with awe
"Beach?!" I exclaimed and faced hiel.
"Yeah, let's go?" He held his hand and we both head to the water, the air is very fresh unlike doon sa metro, here the birds are flying free, ocean looks very alive. the sun kiss our skin as we enjoy the scenery..
"You love the sea?" I ask him and he nodded "very much" he smiled "my grandparents lived near the sea, so kapag we're on our vacation doon kami pumupunta" he looks so happy sharing things about his grandparents.
"Kedd?" He face me "thank you for accepting me..."
"No, thank you. for waiting... for loving me.... for... everything.." He smiled and lowered his lips to mine. He held me very closed to the point that I can actually feel all of him against my body.
The sky and the ocean witness the love we share. He pulled away and smile down at me. "I love you" he stated and inclose me into a heart warming embrace. I just nod.
"Lets go home?" He ask me after awhile
The night came and we have to go back to Our reality kasi he's going back to work tomorrow and I need to finished my book too.
Hinatid niya ako sa bahay and bid me goodbye. "See you when I see you" I told him and he just laugh "yeah. Yeah. Bye love" and he grin.
I tiptoe and kissed his right cheeks and that made him frozen at where he is standing. I flicker and kissed his left too. He gasp at me and I giggle then hurriedly ran to my door before he can react. Awhile after I hear his hysteric reaction, he screams my name "good night your naughtiness" he shouted and I just laughed
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Nothing like us
Non-FictionWhen your heart has been torn into pieces, would you still dare to love again.? Kedd loss the person she loved long ago, and now someone dare to shake her heart, will she give in?