"E-end, please. Let me explain. I didn't leave you beㅡ"
"Can't we just stop this? I've had enough of the past, Ethes. And I don't want to recall it. What's done is done. No more explanations. It would only confuse things! I'm happy now, so don't ruin it for me."
Those were the last words I said and he let go of me. Tears escaped but I wiped them immediately. I was still hurt. I'm still affected. I want to start over but it's not that easy. I know the past will haunt me.. but I never thought it would be this early. For pete's sake, he left me when we were in Grade fucking 6! And now that I'm in 3rd year highschool, he's gonna come back and explain himself! 13 years old to 16, really? He left me without even saying anything!
And now that he's back he wants me to hear his explanation? What does that make me?! It's like I've waited for 3 years just for his fucking explanation! That's bullshit!
"Whoa, End. Are you okay?"
Great. I'm so lucky.
"Hey, Summer. Not now, please."
I started to walk pass her but she suddenly grabbed my arm and stopped me.
"What's wrong?"
I mentally rolled my eyes. Why does she care? "Nothing, Summer. Please, I need to go."
She just nodded and made me walk pass her. I was glad she didn't annoy me. Because if she did, I would seriously break down infront of her and I don't want that to happen.
I hurriedly walked pass every person that was in my way. Tears were starting to fall down. And I am getting so much attention right now. I feel so.. weak.. and I hate it.
I reached the storage room. I opened the door and entered it. I know that no one will ever enter this place. Just me.
I cried my heart out without any noise. Para akong pinipiga at walang humpay na lumalabas ang luha ko. Ang sakit, ang sakit sakit pala nito. Pakiramdam ko ay nanumbalik 'yung sakit na naramdaman ko noon. Pakiramdam ko ay nag-isa na naman akong muli.
Why does he have to come back? Ngayong maayos na ang lahat saka pa siya bumalik. Ngayong okay na ako saka pa siya magpa-pakita ulit! Gusto ko siyang saktan! I want to hurt him so bad but I can't! I just can't! I hate seeing him hurt, I hate seeing him in pain, I hate thinking that he feels the way I felt a long time ago. The feeling of being left.. alone.
"Grabe, kahit saan talaga ako mag-punta may tao. Hay naku, akala ko pa naman walang pupunta dito."
I was dumbfounded. It was too dark that I didn't even see who the hell talked. I started to feel nervous, scared.. it's like I'm in a fucking horror movie. Heck, I hate horror movies!
"Oh? Nawala! Hala! Baka naman nababaliw lang ako at nakakarinig ako ng umiiyak? Shit! So creepy! May tao ba diyan!?"
I sighed. This is really insane.
"Who the hell are you?"
I heard a gasp and a sound of something.. "Shit! Omigosh! Sino ka?"
It was too dark, I don't even know where the hell is that guy or lady. But I could feel that he's/she's somewhere close to me.
BINABASA MO ANG
Three Letters, One Word (COMPLETED)
Conto"I've always wanted to ask you this, Night." She said, smiling at me. "Why.. why not me?" I never thought one question could leave me speechless.
