Hell On An Angel 2

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I got back to my place and I was pissed, I knew Jaire had feelings for Elijah and he proved that by how he acted when we were with Luka and them; it was like he was in a competition for Elijah's attention and I tried to brush it off but hearing how he talked about Luka set me off because I knew in my heart it had nothing to do with Luka at all it was all about Elijah. I was getting to the point where I was about to say fuck it, but I loved Jaire and I knew he loved me; I also knew that I would never have one hundred percent of Jaire's love until him and Elijah worked through whatever this weird thing going on between them was addressed. Maybe when we met up with Luka and Elijah tomorrow night we could address everything to there was a lot less tension between the four of us...... I walked down the hall to go check on Khris, I started to stop and listen before walking right in and I was glad I did because there were quiet moans coming from his room so he was either watching porn or having sex. I decided to get ready for bed when I heard a quiet knock on the door, once I opened the door Jaire stood there.....

"I drove here with my eyes burning, I'm still feeling the effects of the taser and I'm seventy-eight percent sure that I hit a raccoon; but I need to explain my side of the story so can I please come in so we can talk?" Jaire asked; I stood there for a second before moving out the way, Jaire walked into the living room and sat down, his eyes were still red from getting pepper-sprayed and I shook my head. "I love Elijah..... he's my best friend but I'm in love with you which is why I'm here....." Jaire said quietly.

"But?" I asked because there was always a 'but'. Jaire started to say something but I stopped him because I needed to asked him a question. "Do you wanna be with Elijah or do you just wanna fuck him?"

"I.... I don't..... it confusing Kolby because, for the longest time I've wanted Elijah, I even went as far as to make a vow that I wouldn't fuck anyone until me and Elijah..... but you did something to me that made me forsake that vow. So I can't answer that because I truly don't know what I feel for Elijah..... I mean I love him as my friend but other than that it's like I said it's confusing." Jaire said, I didn't know what to say..... it was like his confusion was rubbing off on me and I didn't know what to do with it, thankfully Khris and Irvin walked into the living room laughing and kissing.

"Oh.... I didn't know you had company.... we're just going to...... yeah." Khris said walking out with Irvin.

"So what are we going to do Kolby, because I want to be with you but at the same time I don't wanna hurt you because of my feelings for Elijah," Jaire said gripping my hand, we sat there quietly for about an hour; I needed to think because this shyt was....... "How about this... after this little dinner with Luka me and you have this conversation over again? That way we both can have some time to figure out what we wanna do." Jaire said.

"I guess I mean I don't wanna break up...... do you?" I asked looking in his eyes.

"Nah but.... we'll talk about it tomorrow Kolby, oh and before I forget.... guess who stopped by my house after you left?" Jaire said and I really didn't feel like playing guessing games with him. "Duron....." Jaire said and I'm not going to lie that caught my attention.

"What did he want to talk about?" I asked thinking about my own conversation with Genesis.

"I don't even know... I told him I was leaving but he said he really wanted to talk to me before he went back to Cali. So look I'm about to head home, I'll see you tomorrow Kolby." Jaire said kissing me. "I love you."

"I love you too....." I said watching as he walked out the house. God, I wish this shyt wasn't so confusing. For the longest time I just sat there thinking about my next move, I mean was it possible to love someone knowing that they loved somebody else? Don't get me wrong I knew Jaire loved me but he also loved Elijah and now it was up to him to figure out what he was going to do.... I couldn't make that decision for him.