(A/N) Disclaimer! There will be harsh speaking , selfharm and abuse in this chapter, so read carefully. And also sorry for the long wait, I worked really hard on this chapter, I also cried a little when I was writing some of the stuff... but i hope you like it! remember to vote and comment! Love you!!!💙💚❤️💛
_________________________________Louis POV.
Monday. Everyone hates it.
Before I went to school, I had to drop my sisters of at their schools, cause my mum had to work early.
"Are you also picking us up after school?", Daisy asked, when we got in the car "No, mum is picking you up", I said, and turned the radio on.
I walked down the hall, on my way to my locker. The bandage, I had wrapped around my arm, was itching. "Hey Louis", a voice said, I turned around, and two brown orbs were staring at my blue ones. Liam. "Hey Liam", I said. A fake smile on my lips "Everything okay, mate?", he asked concerned "M'fine. You and Zayn are a cute couple", I said quickly changing the subject, not wanting to talk about myself "How long have you been together?" it seemed like it worked "Uhm... about three months", he said and smiled fondly "Aw that's cute Liam", I smiled, or I tried.
Love just seemed to be all over the place! You couldn't even walk down the hall, without seeing a couple eating each other.
The rest of the day I spent avoiding Harry. I didn't want to talk to him. He played with my emotions.
When I was on my way home I saw Zayn, he was sitting on a park bench, sketching something. I decided to walk over to him. We haven't really spoken before, but he seemed nice. "Hey Zayn", I said. His head snapped up "Oh shit you scared me!", he said, and I smiled gently "Louis, right?", he asked and I nodded "Yes. What are you doing here?", I asked, he looked up from his sketchbook "I'm waiting for Liam", he smiled "Oh are you going on a date?"
"I don't know if you could call it a date, cause we're just gonna sit here... talk, and stuff", he smiled fondly, and looked down at his sketchbook again "What are you drawing?" I looked down at his paper "Oh just something for Liam... a rose, to be specific", his finger glided over the paper "It's beautiful. I'm sure Liam will love it", I said "Thanks", he said softly "Well I better get home", I said and stood up "It was nice talking to you Louis. See ya", Zayn said and smiled. "See ya"
After I said bye to Zayn I started walking home. I looked back at Zayn, Liam was there now. They hugged and shared a kiss. Zayn showed Liam the drawing and looked shyly away. Liam covered his mouth with his hand, and hugged Zayn again. I wished I had something like that. They looked so in love. But no one would never love me like that. My eyes got watery, and I started running home. You may think that is so childish. Starting crying because, you are jealous of two people in love. But I couldn't help it.
When I got home I ran up the stairs, threw my bag, and ran into the attached bathroom in my room. I locked the door and found the razor. I ripped my bandage off, and let the cool metal glide over my wrist, and I instantly felt relived. Like all my emotional pain went away, and the only thing I could focus on, was the pain. I closed my eyes, and cried. Why was I like this? I wrapped my arm up again, unlocked the door and laid down on my bed. I didn't want to eat today. I was already so fat.
Harry POV.
Louis avoided me all day, today. Why? I don't know. Maybe it was about the, almost kiss, or maybe it was something else? It was driving me crazy! I needed to know! How do I make him tell me?
"What are you thinking about?", Josh asked, we were sitting in my living room "Oh... I—nothing", I smiled "Okay" he put a hand on my leg. I hated when he put a hand on my leg, because when he did that, he always wanted to have sex or something "Josh... can you go home, I don't feel very well", I lied "Baby are you okay, can I get you something?", he asked, but I shook my head "No, Josh just go home... Please?", I asked in a small whisper. I could feel he got kinda annoyed, or hurt "Baby please let me stay, I can take care of you", he said, and grabbed my hand "No... just go home please, I just wanna sleep", I said and stood up from the couch "Baby, please let me stay", he said and stood up as well "No Josh please!" I could see he was getting mad "Why do you want me to leave so bad! Huh! Is there someone coming over?! Are you cheating?!", he yelled. He never yelled at me, and it was scary. My vision started to get blurry "No Josh, I'm just not feeling well! Please go home!", I cried. He walked closer to me "Who is he!", he yelled in my face, and pushed me hard against the wall. "I'm not cheating on you", I cried "Please go home" he grabbed my face hard "Who the fuck! Is he!", he screamed. And then it happened... he hit me. Hot tears streamed down my face. "You hit me", I whispered, his eyes widened in realization.
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