{A/N: OMG WE DONT TALK ANYMORE PT 2 IS SO FUCKING GOOD OML OML OML!!!!!!🌷}
Jimin
I felt bad for rejecting Hoseok's offer, but I just felt so tired.
I closed my door slowly and shuffled into my room.
My bed was messy and clothes were scattered around the floor.
I sighed and looked over to the mirror that hung over my dresser.
I looked disgusting
My face looked so fat and chubby.
No wonder no one liked me. . .
I slowly took my jumper off, throwing it on the floor and turning to the mirror.
My collar bones showed so much.
Gross
My ribs popped out of my skin.
Fat
My stomach didn't seem to change.
It looked the same as it always has. . .
Sickening. Fat. Revolting.
The words circled my head.
Repeating, chanting them louder and louder.
I covered my ears trying to make them stop.
Tears threatening to spill from my eyes as I looked at myself in the mirror once more.
'I'm fat. . .I'm disgusting. . .I'm a worthless piece of lard. . .I don't deserve to eat. . .I don't deserve to be loved. . .'
With those words tears spilled from my eyes.
Running down my cheeks and onto the floor.
I fell on my knees and sobbed violently.
Broken noises escaping my lips as I hugged myself curling up on the floor.
"P-please help m. .me. . ."
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Fanfiction"I'm full." "You haven't even touched your food." "I just don't feel hungry. . ." ©AESXPJM
