Fat •Jihope•

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{A/N: I love Park Jimin}

Jimin

"We'll. . .back. . .bye. . ."

I jumble of words was all I heard at first.
The sound of a door closing and then silence.
I tried to move but I felt like my body was made of stone, and I was trapped.
I could slowly feel my eyes trying to open.

Slowly but surely my eyes fluttered opened.
Light blinded me, wanting me to close my eyes again.
I stirred slightly, trying to get used to my body.
I felt something connected to my arms and I was startled.
{A/N: S H O O K }

I tried sitting up but failed miserably and just ended right back down with a terrible pain in my head.

"Jimin calm down, it's okay."

A soft voice said.
I turned my head to look at the person.
I was met with a beautiful pair of brown eyes and messy brown hair.

"H-Hobi?"

My throats felt raw and it hurt to speak.
It croaked when I spoke and I could barely understand what I was saying.
He smiled at me.

"Yeah it's me Jiminie."

His voice was calm but you could hear the distress in it.
I looked around.
White walls.
Beeping noises.
Tubes.
Was I in a hospital?
Hoseok seemed to have noticed my confusion.

"We took you to the hospital after you vomited. . .you were v-vomiting blood so I made the guys take you here and we've been here all night."

His voice slightly cracked when telling me the story.
Now I remember. . .
The salad,
The blood.
I suddenly felt guilt wash over me.

"O-oh. . .Im sorry. . ."

I apologized trying to hide my face in the blanket.
He gave me a confused look.
He gently grabbed my chin making me face him.

"Sorry? For what? You didn't do anything wrong. I should be the one sorry because I wasn't looking out for you. . .a-and you could have died if we didn't take you to hospital when we did. . .I don't think I'll ever be able to live with myself if you died"

I could see tears forming in his eyes.
He quickly pulled me into a hug and sobbed into my shoulder.
Hoseok was always a cryer.
But I don't think I've seen him cry this bad before.
I hesitantly hugged him back, placing my arms on his sides.

"J-Jiminie. . .have you not been eating on purpose?"

I froze at the question.
He already knew this much.
Might as well tell the truth.

"Y-yes."

The word came out small.
More like a whisper.
He heard me anyway.
I could feel the way his body tensed up.

"W...why would you do that t-to yourself?"

My lips tightened into a straight line.

"Because I'm f-fat Hoseok."

He let a sob escape his lips once I said that.
He hugged me tighter.

"No, y-you're not fat. You're perfect just the way you are. . .youre the freaking skinniest person I've ever met an-"

The door suddenly flung open and the rest of the guys walked in chatting to themselves.
They noticed the situation and quieted down and looked at us.
Hobi stopped hugging me and wiped his tears quickly.

"G-guess who's awake?"

He tried to say in his normal voice.
Everyone cheered and surrounded me.
Telling me how happy they were that I was awake.
I smiled, fake one of course.
I know they only do this cause they feel bad for me.
Hoseok whispered something to Jin but I didn't know what he said.

A doctor suddenly walked in and looked at us.

"Ah, Jimin glad you're awake. May I have one of you outside with me for a second?"

Jin volunteered and walked outside with the doctor.
Everyone went back to celebrating once the door closed.
I just sat there quietly as the my smiled and talked.
Hoseok looked at me and smiled again.
My cheeks flushed pink and I looked away.
This has been an eventful day. . .

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