Sadden

March 23, 2014

March 23, 2014

The weirdest thing happened yesterday, my dad came home at 8 PM, brought some food with him, and then he asked me "Do you want to go to McDonalds?" My eyes opened wide, I haven't seen him talk like this in..... I actually never seen him talk like this to me, ever.

So we went to McDonalds, and he asked me what I wanted, I told him I want 2 Chicken Sandwich, and fries, with Dr. Pepper.

He got me what I wanted, we engaged in a father-daughter talk, we shared jokes, laughed together.

I was having the greatest day of my life! Then suddenly I woke up.

Yes, It was a dream, I got so mad, I started crying, it seemed that it was real, but it has been a dream, I was sad for the whole day that day.

Then of course I had to go to high school, It was my only escape from the house.

When It was lunch time I would sit at the corner of the end table, alone, then I would talk to Jenny, I'd ask her how she was, she would ask me how I was, and we would make jokes together and laugh.

After lunch was over, we had Physical Education, we would line up in one straight row before going to the GYM, I would always be at the back of the line so that no one would see me, and my Skinny body.

But then, Isaiah looked back at me with his friends, and all of them pointed and laughed at me, "Hey look guys, it's Skinny Jeans!" I tried to ignore him, and his friends, but it was impossible because now, everyone was staring at me, so I ran to the restroom, luckily the restroom was empty which was good because I would talk to Jenny without anyone thinking that I was a psycho.