Harry's POV;
As I awoke, I saw Autumn curled up beside me, one hand placed on my chest, the other hand was placed under her head. I lied still and stared at the girl beside me. I didn't understand how someone could hurt her, it made me feel sick thinking of Jake having his filthy hands around her, hurting her. I traced the lines that were furrowed into her forehead, she looked so peaceful, I didn't want to wake her up.
I noticed that our legs were tangled around eachother, I slowly untangled my legs away from hers before shifting slowly away from her body, I placed the hand that was placed on my chest onto the pillow that I laid on, before getting out of the bed, tugging my hoodie over me.
I walked down the stairs and sat at the kitchen table, memories of yesterday kept reappearing in my mind, from the feelings that was bubbling up inside me like a volcano towards Autumn, to the heart wrenching conversation I had with my mum on the phone.
Calling my mum was one of the most scariest experiences that I had ever had in my eighteen years. It's not easy talking to someone who walked out of your life, and then after three years finally talking to them again. She still sounded the same, and we agreed to meet up later in the week.
Once I hung up from the talk with my mam, I knew I had to go for a walk, I needed to get my mind off the conversation that we had just had, and having Autumn here was such a good distraction.
Yesterday, was one of those kind of days that were fragile, they were the days that you wanted to keep from getting broken, the days when you never wanted to end, but unfortunately do. Days with Autumn are days that I want to continue to happen. They are the days that you always want to have. It's been a week and exactly two days since I stumbled into the lost girl at the house party, and in that week and two days I have grown attached to her. Too attached.
I know, growing attached to someone that quickly is frightening, it's scary shit. I've been in relationships, and I have broke up with many girls, and many girls have broken up with me. But that's it, that's the circle. You start off as strangers, you get to know eachother, you fall in love, you break up, and then all of a sudden you are strangers again. The frightening thing with Autumn is that I don't know if she is ready.
"Harry?" I turned around and saw Autumn standing beside the door, the oversize T-shirt she was wearing showed off her long tanned skinny legs. I quickly looked back up to her face to stop myself from staring at her legs.
"Yeah?" I asked as she walked over to me, she was standing in front of me playing with the hem of my T-shirt.
"Can we uh go back to bed and sleep?" She mumbled without looking at me.
I didn't say anything, I just nodded and took her hand leading her back up the stairs and back into my bedroom. I quickly pulled my hoodie off me and crawled back into bed beside Autumn. She turned around towards me a small smile on her lips, I traced my finger up and down on her arm, enjoying the feeling of her skin. Her eyes were closed but I knew she wasn't asleep.
She sighed before moving closer, shoving her head gently into my neck. I smiled, wrapping my arm around her waist pulling her closer to me. She twined her bare legs into mine, sighing quietly.
"Harry what are we?" She mumbled into my neck.
I stared down at her, took back from her question. "What do you mean?" I knew what she meant, I was just making sure it was what I thought it was.
"Like us, what are we?" She moved her head away from her neck, her bright blue eyes stared at me.
"What do you want us to be?" I questioned.
The answer she was going to give me was going to be the question that was either going to change my life forever or my life was going to stay the same. I was hoping that she'd choose for the answer that was going to change my life forever..
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The Story Of Our Lives. {Harry Styles FanFic}
FanficIs the connection between Autumn and Harry strong enough? Or do they let the demons from their past break them apart?