Poems[free verse]

Part 2

I can't feel

I can't think

I don't want to live

I don't want to be heard 

In this hell

Were my family 

Is unfair

And un right

I wish I wasn't born

It would have made 

Everyone else life 

Easier

People say that

All I hear are lies 

And the truth

The truth is that 

I am fat 

I am ugly

I am worthless 

The lies are 

Well the exact opposite of the truth

I wish I was the lies

But I am not 

I wish people will tell the truth

It will help me accept 

That I should die 

And not make me afraid of myself 

And others 

And just leave and only care for others

I can't though

I am too selfish

The day I realized this is the first day of kindergarten 

Yet here I am 8 years later

Still walking this earth

Still breathing 

If you can't tell me the truth

Please just leave me alone

All I want is for this suffering to the end