Never would i see myself cheating. But this man, goddamn it. He had me breathless as he made love to me. Wyatt was in the hospital not aware of this. I felt guilty but i couldnt help but do this.
He was gentle yet sexy. The kind of boy i was looking for. He was what i needed. Wyatt would hate me. Never talk to me when i told him i wanted to break up with him. But honestly, if i had this man i would be fine.
Call me disgusting, horrible, and rude. I deserve it. I hurt a man and cause him to be in a hospital for loving me. Then i leave him to fuck this other man.
Why was i thinking of this during sex? Shouldnt i be enjoying this? I was, but its hard to do this while thinking of how Wyatt would think.
I finally let my mind escape from all of the horrible things in my future and let me enjoy this.
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I wake up naked next to Matt. He was looking at me. I couldnt help but smile. He smiled also and his teeth were hella white. Goddamn hes so attractive.
"U-uh, so about that guy? The one in the hospital.."
"He needs someone better than me."
"Ah, good." He smiles and his nose crinkles. How could someone be so cute and sexy at the same time.
He fitted me like a puzzle piece. We were two of a kind. Bad people need bad people. Not innocent people that'll get hurt.
I wanted to run away with Matt. Fuck him. Marry him. Maybe even have children. I just wanted him.
How the fuck did this guy walk into my life a week ago and i already wanna marry him?
