Heaven // a jeongcheol fanfiction

Chapter 6 (dimmer and jealousy)

SeungCheol's point of view

We're walking with our fingers interlocked. Will this be okay? Will my mom be okay with this? I need to consult her. "You're in deep thoughts again." "What will the kids think? Will this be okay with them?" JeongHan let go of my hand and looked at me with a serious face. "Then let's keep this secret." Wait... his halo is getting dimmer, but there's still no horns growing. "Will that be okay with you?" He continued walking. "Of course, it's for our sake."
We part with goodbyes and hugs, I want to spend this night with him. I don't want us to part. Before I enter the door. I took out my phone and text him.

Come over.

Seconds later he replied.

Now? Why?

I want to sleep with you next to me?

You want me to spend the night there? Will it be okay with your mom?

Yeah, as long as we'll do nothing dirty ;)

I'm not talking about that, i mean what if she finds out?

I'm going to talk to her first.

I entered the house and saw the letter in the center table.

Cheol, the company called and needed me in the new branch. It's spring right? Spend the break right without me. There's enough food in the ref for two days, you have your ATM and your debit card. Spend well! You can go on a vacation with your friends but spend you money wisely!

Xoxo mom

She's not home, HA! I took out my phone and delivered the news to JeongHan.

Why do you want me to come over? :3

I want to cuddle with you!

Cuddle with Hanie instead :P

Aish..

Hanie doesn't want to cuddle with me either.

I went out the house and stood in front of their gate. I rang the doorbell once then the gate opened with a girl in her mid 20s wearing an apron and gloves, looks like washing the dishes. "Oh! SeungCheol? Are you him?" I bowed to the noona and said yes and greet her. "JeongHan talked a lot about you. Come on in." She let me in their gate and I just saw paradise, with all of the flowers and the fountain. They're really rich.
"Sit down, I'll call him." The noona gestured me to sit down so I did. The house is so big. A woman in the same age as the noona earlier but in maid's outfit walked pass me and climb up the stairs to knock on the first door.
"JeongHan, JungMi told me to call you, you have a visitor." "Who?" "I don't know, a boy the same age as you with black hair and big eyes." She answered. "SeungCheol?" Is that how he sees me? He opened the door and I just saw an angel in his sweats and messy hair, we just got home how come his hair is that messy? I stood up to greet him but he said to just sit down. "Why do you want me to come over?" He asked once again. "I'm not asking you to come over anymore, I'll just sleep here, your house is really big." "No." I just got rejected, ouch. "I'll come over instead." "I want to sleep here." I made my puppy eyes as cute as possible but he rejected me once again and made me go home.

So I'm here in the living room watching music shows.
"Red Velvet!" The mc announced, their new song is really good. Ice cream you scream, gimme that gimme that--- the bell suddenly rang, I got up from my seat and opened the door. So he'll sleep here? My mood suddenly lits up. I opened the gate for him. He walked in quietly. What's with him?

He sat down in the couch comfortably and just took out his phone. "So this is how we'll hang out?" I asked him with my hands on my waist. "Yeah." He answered plainly. "Did you ate dinner?" I asked him and he just nodded. Okay what's wrong? I sat beside him and turn the tv on and searched for entertaining shows then I ended up with a music show again, this time Twice performing. "Nayoung is cute." I said trying to catch his attention but he just taps on his phone, I took a glace at what he's doing and he's... playing.
"Look at ChaeYong's butt." I tried the trick once again but he doesn't even moved a muscle. "Ah, Tzuyu!" I shouted, she's my favorite. "She's so pretty, I wish to see her up close, hold her waist just once and exchange words." His tapping becomes hard, I think it's working. "I wonder how her hand feels, I bet it's soft. Oh God I can imagine it in my neck!" He finally stood up and said "Why don't you go to Mnet's studio right now and figure that out?!" He's mad? Is he jealous? He walk towards the stairs and go up, I turned off the tv and followed him. Before I can enter the room he shut the door in front of me! "Yah JeongHan!" I knocked at the door. "Open the door." He didn't answered. "JeongHan open the door!" I shouted once more, first day and a fight? Wow great. "I'll just sleep." I rushed at the kitchen to find my spare key. I opened the door to find him sitting at the corner of my bed hands crossed around his chest. How cute he is right now. "Why? Are you jealous of Tzuyu?" He just ignored me and laid down my bed. I laid down beside him and hugged him tightly. "Even if Tzuyu flashed in front of me right now, I'll still choose you." He just stayed quiet. We stayed like that for a while. And I noticed something... his halo... is getting dimmer and dimmer every second. I also noticed blood spots in his back. I turned him around to face me, he's still awake. "Why?" I looked him in the eyes and explained everything about me, that I can see halo and horns, he just nodded and said, "I do too." He smiled and peck my lips and his next words made me unable to speak...

"I'm an angel SeungCheol, your angel, and I know you can see my halo getting invisible everytime you're near me, that's because... I sin. I sin when I'm with you, but I don't care, nobody can stop me from loving you SeungCheol, even him. I will risk everything for you, I gave up being an angel above just to be with you. What can I do more? I'll love you forever, promise me you'll love me too."

I stayed silent, he's the angel, the angel in my dream and my angel. I don't know if this is right but I feel frightened. "It's okay even if you don't promise me, I know you will." He smiled and buried his face in my chest. I stroke his silver hair gently, I will love you forever even though I don't know what will happen next. I will risk my everything too.

The next morning, as I went down the stairs the first thing I noticed is his halo, it completely vanished, and the back of his shirt with blood. Why does he need to suffer just to love me? Why does he needs to suffer because of me? But even he lose his angelness he still manage to prepare our breakfast, maybe he lose his halo, but deep inside he's still an angel, an angel who cares for everyone who surrounds him before himself. I greeted the younger boy a good morning and smiled at him, but his shirt looks like a mess. "You have blood in your shirt." I said. "Yeah, I don't have spare shirt, can I borrow yours?" I let him borrow one which looks cute at him. But the thought keeps bugging me, what will happen to him if we keep this relationship?