Heaven // a jeongcheol fanfiction

Chapter 11

JeongHan's pov

"Do you realize that you just throw your angelness by cutting your hair and dyeing it?" Uggghhhhh, how many time do I have to answer this question?!

"YES NOONA, I KNOW THAT, THAT'S WHY I DYED MY HAIR. SO PLEASE STOP, IT'S THE HUNDREDTH TIME YOU ASKED THAT!" I yelled at her, since yesterday she doesn't spoke of anything but my hair. "Why did you do that?" "That's a sin for angels, right?" "You're okay with it?" "So you sacrificed your angelness for SeungCheol? How sweet!~"

Yes, I gave up my hair for him but not only for him also for a close friend and myself, when you're a fallen angel you can go back above if you didn't change your appearance, like if you had a tattoo you can't go back, if you had a plastic surgery you can't go back, if you cut/dyed/curled/straighten your hair you can't go back.
Let me tell the story why I cut my precious hair.

Flashback

"You're back? H-how?" Asked my friend TaeHyung who is also an angel.
Yes, I went back, I don't know how but suddenly I woke up with wings and clouds surrounding me.

"I don't know also..." I answered his question.

"Maybe he wants to talk to you, you know, you loved the same gender." Talk to me? Punish me even harder? Send me to hell? I can take that, I love SeungCheol and he can't do anything about it.

"JeongHan?" A familiar voice...

"YuHa?!" I ran to hug her tightly...
My first love...
The angel who made me realize love has no barriers...
The angel who made me realize that I'm no fit for a girl...
The angel who knows it all...
All of my secrets...

"I missed you, JeongHan." She said, and I can sense the sadness in her words. Why sadness, not loneliness?

"YuHa, what's wrong?.." I let go  of the hug.

"J-jeo--" it's my first time seeing YuHa cry... I don't know how to react... should I ask? Or should I just let her let out everything?
I should ask.

"He found out, t-that I-- I supported your love towards S-seungCheol." Her words are shaking, but I can clearly understand.

"YuHa..." she will be thrown at the purgatory... unless I...
Give up 18 years of being an angel... I love YuHa as much I love SeungCheol, but not romantically, I will give up anything for both of them. YuHa has always been in my side...

"I will do something." YuHa grabbed my wrist and shaking her head no, she knows it.

"YuHa... I-I can't let you..." My tears finally came out of my eyes, YuHa looked at me with her reddish eyes because of the tears it let out. She smiled at me and placed her right hand at my cheek.

"JeongHan you don't have to do anything." A tear escaped from her eye.

I took back my wrist and walked away to the throne...

"You can't do this! She have nothing to do with this!" I protested, he stopped signing papers and looked at me.

"JeongHan, the first angel who loved the same gender as his." I stayed quiet for my own sake.

"JeongHan you know nothing about SeungCheol." What? I literally guarded him since his middle school.

"I know everything about him! I know his extraordinary powers."

"Do you know that his powers are disappearing?"

"Disappearing?"

"Yes, do you even know why he had powers at the first place?"

"No..."

"This is the story child. His mother's mother is an angel, not just an angel but an angel who is in charge of demons, a gate guardian, his grandmother fought devils and demons since her teenage years she was once one of the greatest guards back then, but one day, a charismatic devil appeared right in front of her and said things that made his grandmother's heart flutter. She fell in love with the devil, so does the devil with her. They both knew the consequences but they continued their love for each other."

"You can't stop someone from loving someone." I interrupted.

"Yes that's true, that's why I made a great mistake back then, I stopped them. I threw the devil to the purgatory and let him suffer and the angel, who is pregnant, I threw her in the mortal realm, like you, she bacame a fallen angel, she gave birth to a devil angel child which is SeungCheol's mom, she raised the child right and the child grew up to be a great woman, her daughter didn't inherit her powers nor the devils power. But when the time came, her daughter gave birth to a son, and that is SeungCheol, SeungCheol was the one who inherited her grandma and grandpa's powers. He can see horns and halos in people's head, he can control minds and stop time but he doesn't know how. But his powers is slowly disappearing."

"Why?"

"I also don't know, child. What is that you want to tell me earlier?"

"I don't want YuHa to suffer." He looked at me with flaring gaze, I think I should plan my funeral.

"I won't let her suffer. I know she knew what's going on with you, that you... uhm, how humans say this? Homosexual, I wish I made you into a girl instead of a guy, I made you sin because of me my child, but I can't change your gender nor recreate SeungCheol and you, I'm not sure if your mutual feelings will be the same if I will start it over again." I nod at his words, he cooled down the flaring gaze at me and smiled. He really is forgiving.

"I'm sorry child." This is not happening... God, the great powerful, God, apologizing to me...

"You said to forgive always." he chuckle a bit because of my words. He stopped and returned to being serious.

"You want to spend your lifetime with him, child?" I just nod.

"You know the rules. Give up your angelness. I'm not kicking you out here, I'm supporting your decisions, you're one of my most favorite angel along with YuHa. You two made me realize what love is." I'm flattered at his words that I can't stop grinning. He just laughed at my action and at a glimpse my hair is suddenly black and leveled at my chin. I wonder what will be their reaction after they see me..

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That's seventeen dots, lol, i can't think of anything rn, idk what to and how to update lol, my mind is so empty.

I'm working on a Meanie fanfic, just in case you're wondering LOLOLOL