The FAT Girl Named Tamia (Sample)

Morning Sunshine Part 2

Where is he?

I said to myself for the eleventh time it now was half past six and I still haven't heard from Kevin  I know I might be a little paranoid but I've never had this feeling of worry for anyone, besides myself anyways I was itching to call him make sure everything was okay but I didn't wanna come off pushy. I mean we just started this relationship the last thing I wanna do is mess things up by being all up in his business .

I would ask Serai to call him for me since I never got his cell number but after I went upstairs and saw a 'Do you love yo life... then I advise you 2 step away from my goddamn door' sign I did just that, what! y'all saw how she acted last night I ain't trying her crazy ass nuh-uh I'm good.

So I just went back to my room, I was probably laying there for a good ten minutes just staring at the ceiling bored outta my mind til I heard a car pulling up in the driveway "Its about time..." I jump up outta bed and bolted for the door, half way down the stairs I slowed down not wanting to seem too eager. I was standing on the last step facing the front door waiting for him to open the door and come in but I must've been hyper as hell cause the waiting was killing me so I quickly walked up to the door and snatched it open...

Instantly the smile fell from my face,  when I realize that the person wasn't Kevin but my mother  "Mama?... What are you doing here?" I asked, not making an  attempt to let her in, after remembering how it all went down last time she was here "What, a mother can't come visit her baby every now and then mhm?" she said as she pulled me in for a hug "Oh okay." I answered not really knowing what to say "So can I come in?" Hesitant for a moment I step aside with a slight smile and said "Sorry, Come in." softly closing the door I took a calming breath ... sorta, and turned leading my mom into the family room  having a seat across from me she says "So... Is Kevin here?"  "Um, no but he should be back soon." I said hopefully hurrying her visit up here playing the concern parent  I love mama but I now know her love for me is nowhere near as much as the love she seems to have for Johanna and I'm learning to be okay with that so why on gods green earth is she here.

Sitting in complete silence I finally cracked "What do you want mama Kevin should be back soon and I really don't want another heated convo between y'all so what is it?"   "Baby, I want you to come home." with just that simple statement my heart rate picked up my palms got sweaty and I felt like i was starting to lose oxygen...

SLAM!

both looking up to our left I see Kevin giving me a small smile and immediately my heart rate slowly started going down my palms stopped sweating and my breathing was back under control taking a deep breath I look from Kevin to my mother slightly afraid of what might happen next quickly standing up I swiftly walk towards him before he could enter the room fully  and whispered "Please don't be upset but my mother is here." looking into his eyes I could tell he was upset but he shakes it off put a smile on his face, grab my hand and walked back into the room "Hi Mrs. Campbell and what do we owe this pleasure."   " Hello Kevin I just came by to see how my daughter was doing."  " Well as you can see your daughter is doing just fine no thanks to you."  squeezing his hand, he look down at me and sigh knowing that I didn't want them to argue but to come to an agreement when it came to me but seeing the irritation  starting to build up in his features I look to my mother and said "Mama, I think it's time for you to go." looking for me to him I could tell she wanted to put up a fight so I stood my ground and said "Now."   " Okay we should get together another time, how about that?" not looking at Kevin I said "Sure."  giving her a reassuring smile I followed her to the door giving a hug and kiss on the cheek I said "Good night mama drive safe."  locking the door I went back into the family room to find Kevin in the exact place I left him  looking up at him he said "What did she want."  "Nothing really she just...."   "Just what Tamia?"  "She just wanted me to come home." knowing that he doesn't like my mother I was afraid to look him straight in the eyes when I said that so I'll started taking extra close attention to my nails something I seem to always do whenever I'm nervous, hearing footsteps coming towards me fast I flinched causing him to pause softly hey said "Hey, look at me." slowly I look up he smiled "Well do you wanna go back? Cause I don't I don't want you to leave I like have you here, in my house, in my bed, with me. So do you?"  "No, I like it here I like that for once in my life I feel like I belong and that I actually have people that care."   "Well then it's settled you're staying right here where you belong with me." slowly pulling into his arms we kissed  it felt  different from all our other kisses it was slow and soft but filled with such passion my knees felt weak pulling back I caught the time on the wall clock behind him  10:49 pm frowning a little when I realize a few things he's been gone all day, he never did call me not once and he forgot our date. A little mad and disappointed I said "Where have you been all day?"  dropping his hands from my waist he says "I had business to take care of." puzzled I asked "What kinda business?"  "Just some stuff I been putting off for awhile now."   "Well wh..." "Damn Tamia! I said I had business shit to do now just let that shit go." blinking repeatedly trying to keep the tears at bay I said "Sorry for asking..." not even looking at him I ran upstairs to my room quietly closing the door.

Kevin POV *

"Shit!" I said out loud rubbing a hand behind my neck I knew I shouldn't have blown up on her like that after all she didn't do anything and now look what the fuck I do shrugging my jacket off I took the stairs two at a time knocking on the door I opened it knowing she wouldn't  "Baby...."  I called entering the room which was pitch black but thanks to the street light shining from the window I was able to see her in the bed under the covers not acknowledge the fact I had called out for her.

Kicking my Tims off I slid into the bed beside her placing my hand around her waist I snuggled up to her putting my chin on the shoulder I said "I'm sorry."

Okay no answer okay I guess this is where I continue...

" I should've never blown up on you, you didn't do nothing but ask a question and I acted like an ass and for that I'm truly sorry."...

Still....Nothing.

" Tamia will you please talk to me please I'd do anything." starting to think she really wasn't gonna say nothing to me I hold her tighter and kiss her neck saying "Please forgive me." "Please don't ever talk to me like that again." "I wont ." I quickly said just glad she's finally talking to me "You know what I've been through so raising your voice to me just takes me back to that place ." It broke my heart when she said that cause that was the last thing I'd ever want her to feel and for that I truly felt like shit knowing I could ever bring her back to that place "I'm so sorry baby I truly am." "Okay." turning around to face me she said "You're  forgiven." putting her arm around my waist she snuggled up to me pecking me on the lips and said "Good Night Kevin."  ....

"Oh and you still owe me a date."

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