This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.
I have tried to recreate events, locales and conversations from my memories of them. In order to maintain their anonymity in some instances I have changed the names of individuals and places, I may have changed some identifying characteristics and details such as physical properties, occupations and places of residence.
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Have you ever doubted your feelings? Or have you ever doubted yourself?
Have you ever wondered what heaven looks like? Or what does it feels like?
Have you ever ask, what if everything you've been fighting for is really no worth? That you just wasting your time on someone who doesn't love you anymore.
Have you ever love someone more than yourself? Or have you ever give yourself to someone?
Did you ever think that your life must end? What will the world say? Or does the world care?
Have you ever ask yourself? What is your purpose? Why things happening the way they wanted? And not the way it should be?
Why does it hurts? Why life should be like this? So cruel.. So ruthless.. And so unfair?
Or its just you? And your decisions?
So many questions, so many whys, so many regrets and so many heartbreaks. All that questions really stuck on my mind.
At nag dudugo na ang ilong ko. Oo madrama ang life ko. 19 palang ako pero eto napapa english sa sobrang stress. Madami akong nasayang, nabaliwala at madami naring sakit na naramdaman ang puso ko. Hindi ko alam kung plano ba ni God yun lahat para tumibay ako o lahat yon dahil sakin. Dahil sa mga desisyon na ginagawa ko.
Marami akong ikukwento. Pero sisimulan ko nung mga panahong puro kaligayahan lang ang tanging nadarama ko. Kasama ang mga pinaka mamahal kong mga tao sa buhay ko. Pero ngayon palang sinasabi ko na may SPG po ang kwento na ito. Read at your own risk. :)
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I just found out 'Jessica Davis' is one of the characters of 13 reason why. Pero gusto ko talaga yung pangalan na yan kaya di ko na papalitan hehehe.
Ngayon palang thank you po!
