Fixing The Alpha [ON HOLD]

Chapter 3

"love isn't real until it hurts."

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POV- Trystan

A slow smile creeps up the corner of my lips as I stare down at the mutilated body in front of me in the torture chair. A feeling washes over me, a feeling of content as the guards pull the deceased corps away from me.

I sigh and rub my red blood stained hands on a rag that I had been handed. I place down the wip and the saw before leaving the torture chamber. It makes me feel alive when I hear their screams and pleads for me to stop, it makes me feel like the viscous beast I was born to be.

It started a few years after she died, I wouldn't leave the mansion so they decided that it would be best if they brought distractions for me. To distract me from the thoughts and dreams that have been haunting me for years.

My beta Ty approaches me with a grim look on his face, "we've captured another group" he says his gaze cast downward.

I know he was guilty about what went on down here, but he knew I would isolate myself otherwise. This gave me a rush and without it I would be utterly lost.

I nod at him before leaving the dungeon and heading back up the stairwell Ty following close behind.

"How long will this continue, Alpha?" He asks when we reach the top of the stairs. He locks the door behind us and I continue down the hall not stopping.

I shrug, "for as long as I need until I deem it unnecessary" I answer.

"It's been years... hundreds have been sacrificed" he whispers.

I freeze and spin around my eyes hard and cold, "killed. Not sacrificed, killed. Don't say it as if you want to hide the fact that we are murdering innocent humans everyday" I snap.

My betas eyes go wide as he head lowers, "yes, Alpha. Sorry" he apologizes.

"Accepted, leave, out of my sight" I say and don't want for an answer before stalking towards my chambers.

I slam the door behind me, my eyes glued to the picture frame sitting on my bedside table. Her shinning eyes stare up at me. Her smile bright and happy, I know she wouldn't be proud of what I was doing but I needed it. Or else I would betray the promise I had made to this pack. I would betray it and follow after my mate, so I could be with her again.

I was selfish that was one thing I was certain of but I couldn't help it my heart was broken and a void of black without her.

My werewolf hearing picks up on something and my head jerks up, I stand as trudge towards the door pulling it open fast. A little stubby boy stands with his hand up as if ready to knock.

"What?" I ask.

His blue eyes widen, "I..umm... we have visitors"

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I slam the doors to the throne room open all eyes turn on Me, most cowering in fright others sizing me up. I scowl and sit in my seat, everyone follows suit waiting for me to speak first.

Before I am able to get a word out the doors open once more and the previous alpha, my father and mother walk in their gazes shoot  straight for me. My fathers eyes narrow and my mother flashes a genuine warm smile before taking a seat next to her mate.

"Why are you here?" I ask.

"We bring you news son, from the inner Royals committee"

My eyes widen, I wasn't expecting a anything from the committee. The royals committee is set to make sure that all packs are following the pack rules and regulations set in place hundreds of years ago by the founding pack members.