Perfect to me

5. 5th June

Dear Hope,

I'm sorry that a) I left on such a dramatic note last time and b) that it's been a month that I've written in you.

I can't believe it's been a month... I have so much to tell you.

School and general life have been find, nothing really interesting has happened on the school front...

I came out to my brother and most of my cousins, everything is good. They all took it well and they all support me. It was such a relief.

Now to the main reason I'm freaking out... Melody.

I'm so in love with her I feel lie my hearts going to burst. Every time I look at her I get butterflies, my heart skips a beat, and I know that I'm fooling myself, she's straight and she's my friend. I don't want to lose that. She's become one of my best friends and on one end, I'm terrified to lose her but on the other, living without doing something about this is killing me.

I think I'm going to tell her, i just don't know when...

God, that's a frightening thought.

Love Evie xxx