Bawling my eyes out. I keep thinking about an old flame of mine. I decided to look him up on Facebook and all I saw was pictures of him and his girlfriend. I wish it could be me in those pictures. Like I'm glad he's happy but it just really hurts me right now. He meant the freaking world to me and just threw me away like yesterdays trash. I wish I could just let him go but for some stupid reason- my mind won't let me... Hate nights like this.
