On the verge of something wonderful

wee one gender reveal part one

I've been having morning sickness for the past 5 days. It is not fun lol. Daddy wanted to cancel his performances to stay at home with me because of the wee one, but I told him not to. He has so many amazing fans and I don't want them to be let down because of me. He loves performing so much, he just thought I needed him. I told him I do, but your fans will love having you too. He smiled and hugged me and said ok. I know how much he loves performing. He would've been sad not meeting his fans. He is so loving to everyone :)
He has a performance this morning. After that, he is coming with me to the doctor. I decided to find out the gender of the wee one. (Taylor hasn't been talking to me btw. I called him when I found out and told him we were having a wee one, and he said "oh," not really interested and after we hung up after that phone call, I never heard from him again. The next time I have a wee one, it will be with someone who loves me and marries me and it won't be with an asshole like Taylor who just wants sex and no responsibilities.
Sorry I get annoyed with him lol. But forget him. I will raise this wee one with the help of my daddy and Richard and it will be amazing. I know the wee one will be so loved, that even though his or her daddy doesn't care too much we will give him or her love 10 times over. He or she will be my wee one. It is automatically in my heart to love him or her. I think I got that from my dad lol.
My dad is leaving for his performance now. After he gets home, I get to go to the doctor and find out. I'm nervous but also really excited. I'm also just glad I don't have to walk around saying he or she anymore lol. It will be one or the other one lol.