Broken, That's all I feel!

Chapter 17

Violla P.O.V.

Oh god he is driving me crazy.... "mate with him, mate now" Mara kept on yelling. 

Why shouldn't I mate with him, its not like its wrong, not for a wolf anyway. Yeah I now I've had a very ruff life. But Marko loves me and I love him even if he was a player. Why shouldn't we complete our mating bond we will one day any way. 

"Marko I'm ready" his head shot up so quickly I was worried it snap off he read my mind through mind-link as I left it open, "are you sure baby you now I can wait, but onve we start I won't be able to stop, that and my wolf will be to strong." I nodded my head Yes Marko I'm sure, I want you now. I sent him and thats all it took for him to lift me onto the bed. Rip my clothes off and his after, damn he has a sexy body, I'm a lucky girl.

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Wow what a day, we ended up having sex twice. And now I literally can't move he was 'big' but I'm not complaining. 

I'm now sprawled up legs wrapped around his and one arm around his waist, lying on top of him. I'm still breathing heavy. That was awesome. Now I need feed. So I decided to annoy him, "baby I want food can you go get some for me, I'm starving." He rolled his eyes "haven't you got legs princess, I'm to comfortable plus I don't want to leave my very hot,sexy, gorgeous and beautiful view right now." Ok he's so up himself you may all think I lazy and its kinda true but hey right now I could barely more my legs apart. "But I can't even walk now, thanks to you and my stomachs growling furiously, so you better get me food, baby. Do you want a pissed off mate, cause she's not to far away, I'll go get her shall I", he looked annoyed and then panicked "fine ok, I don't want a pissed of mate I want her happy, any food you want. I now I'll surprise you. Be back in a jiffy". He unwrapped my body from his and leaned in to kiss me which turned into a full-on make-out session then he winked and said once his boxers and trousers where on "don't miss me too much hot stuff" and left the room leaving my cheeks bright red and rolling my eyes more like 'don't miss me too much babe'. He laughed must have heard me, well good cause he now's its true.

3 minutes later, yes I now I've been counting, he came in with a tray and a glass of orange juice some sort of cereal, buttered toast, eggs, bacon, beans and sausages. Wow he couldn't make all this in three minutes. Plus I've never seen so much food for me.

"I just made the toast, cereal and juice my friend Tasha cooked the rest." He said sheepishly. A wave of jealousy hit me when he said another females name especially that she was his friend. He laughed crap, he heard my jealous coment. "Don't worry Vi, baby your the only girl I see besides she my friends mate Cameron and Trisha. You can meet them if you want there down stairs, she's dying to meet you, the future Luna. She wants to come shopping with us. Its ok if your not ready to meet people, I'll never leave your side. It's up to you." I was shocked I was relieved that Trisha is just a friend and already has a mate, but what confussed me most was that she wanted to meet me. I always wanted to make friends with others but my confidence shattered after the last time I tried to make a friend. 

Maybe it would be ok now, she didn't now what I went through and was excited to meet her Luna. A part of me wanted to meet new people again. Start over, I have a mate, I'm going to meet his pack members soon enough why not try and have a friend or two to help build up my confidence in my social skills. 

I pulled out of my thoughts and started to drink the entire glass of oranger juice down my dry throat quickly. "Someones thirsty" came Marko's sly coment "I wonder why" I smirked. He grinned raising his eyebrows up and down a few times. I rolled my eyes and quickly ate the toast yum, still warm. I was getting full very quickly but Marko wanted me to try the cereal, "this is what Lucky Charms are, basically candy, marshmallows and other glorious sweet foods in a bowl of milk." He pretended to lick his fingers, causing me to burst out laughing. "Well I'm going to get a bowl be up in 2 shakes of a lambs tail. Don't miss me too much babe I now three minutes was nearly killing you last time, I'll try and beat that record to stop you from worrying." Seriously those three minutes where peace and quiet and rest most of all, as soon as he walked through the door again it was all over. "just go get your breakfast", I helped usher him out of the room causing him to pout, I patted his cheek, "how about you don't miss ME too much". And with that I closed the door on his face ha! Freedom! Peace! Equals Happy days.

I struggled to eat the bowl of cereal it was way to much, my stomach was churning with all the extra food in my small stomach now I'm being forced to eat the whole bowl of cereal as Marko is back and was very unimpressed that I only took a mouthful and said I was full. So to please him I tried and forced the bowl of cereal down my overflowing about to burst stomach. Once the last mouthful was eaten I collasped back onto the bed. "Not eating the rest baby" I growled he forced me to eat to much for me to handle already, and he still isn't pleased well tuff I don't care anymore. He smirked "fine more for me, your loss my gain".