I still love you (phanfiction)

I still love you// pt.2

I don't love her. I can't love her. Everyone thinks that I do. But how can I, when I still love him?

I broke up with her today. I can't date her when I don't love her.

I miss him. I wish I was with him. I messed up. He is happier without me. He doesn't need me.

I love him. I need him. He makes me happy. He makes my world colourful, even though he thinks he is grey. I messed it all up.

I let him walk away. I could see that he was hurt, that he was upset, and I let him leave. I heard him cry, I heard him break things, but I didn't go to him. I didn't hug him, I didn't kiss him, I didn't tell him everything would be okay, I left. Why did I leave? I wish I was with him.