Guilty (one direction fanfic)

RAE CAN YOU NOT.

RAELYNN'S POV

some guy i dont even know just pushed me up against a wall. i don't really care at this point. he's so perfect. For the first time in years i forget about being a bloodthirsty monter who eats people. all i wanted was HIM. not blood. not sex. not even air. all i had on was a dress. my panties rubbed against his hardness. he was naked from phasing. i wanted him. i had never wanted anything but blood since the change. then a question came to mind. *would it hurt* yes. i am a two thousand year old virgin. because i don't wanna fuck you thats why. humans never interested me and vampire males are sadistic freaks. i had never tried a relationship with a werewolf. but i guess since i'm now a mate i can. i just wanted more and more as his hands traveled everywhere around me. "i guess nows the time to show you my transformers" he whispers in my ear as he grinds his package on me. it is then when i become awayre of my daughters in the room and Harry snickering as he covered Lilac's eyes. My mate moves in a manner that no mortal would have seen and suddenly he is carring me bridal style. "you can use my room mate! third door on the left!" Harry calls behind us. the few seconds it takes to get to the room feels like an eternity.  he gently lays me down on the bed. he climbs up me and slowly unzips my dress. as if he's trying to get me acclimated to him. he trails light kisses down my neck and on my collarbone, his lips kiss my breasts as he plays with a coil of my long red curls. i feel his warm breath on my belly button as he kisses my stomach and he looks up at me *how the hell did he learn how to do that* i ask myself "i haven't been able to get you out of my mind since we met when i was five, you haven't changed a bit, i however somehow, got even sexier" he says, nipping at my lace panties. i gasp as he takes them between his teeth and pulls them off. "WAIT" I gasp and he abruptly stops and looks into my eyes, the blue of them alone just makes me want him more. "what's wrong babe?" he asks, his voice laced heavily with worry "um this is..... I never really...... I'm kinda a ......" I trailed off, leaving him to fill in the blanks. "your a virgin?!" he asks. I nod slightly. he smirks and leans in really close. "I guess I should make this special then hu?" he whispers as his head disappears between my thighs. I gasp as his tongue traces little circles on me. he licks me back to front slowly. I gasp and curve my back, he places his hand on my stomach and pushes me back down. "I'm not done yet babe" he whispers, his breath hitting a spot of immense pleasure. "l th-think we should wait a while g-get to know each other." I whisper back. "I waited twenty two years for you. you can't just deny me now." he wines, playing with my hair. "I just.... I just don't want to..... not yet...." I whisper, closing my eyes. "I'm sorry about this babe," he says, and suddenly he's pinning me to the bed "LUKE? WHAT THE HELL?! GET OFF!"  I shout but his lips crash on mine. "I'll make it feel good babe I promise" he whispers haggardly, kissing me again "luke I'm serious. get off. I don't want to have to hurt you." I say dryly, looking into his dark blue orbs. "sorry about this...." he says  and adjust myself at my entrance. I sigh and move to push him off but I cant. *what the hell? im a vampire! im supposed to be stronger than him!!* suddenly my entire bottom half is wracked in pain. he thrusts slowly, obviously trying to be gentle. I could deal with pain, though. I scream but that seems to turn him on. "oh, I'm sorry babe, I forgot about your pleasure, here" suddenly his fingers caressed a spot I didn't even know I had. the pain quickly turned to bliss. "oh luke!!" I gasp and he smirks. he thrusts faster and I moan uncontrollably. suddenly something builds up inside me and I feel myself tighten around him. "Rae.....I'm gonna......fuuuuuck...." he gasps out as he releases a hot, liquid, substance inside me. I scream as I wrack in pleasure, luke collapses on top of me and rolls over, he pulls me so I'm lying on his chest."are you ok?" he asks, "amazing" I say through a huge smile.