On the Outside 2 ( A Louis Tomlinson Fan Fiction )

Chapter 14

**2 weeks later**

Emma's P.O.V.

I roll out of bed and prepare myself for the first day of college. Is it going to be everything that I dreamed it to be? Or will if suck like most of senior year did? School used to be fun for me when I was a kid, but now it's unpredictable. One minute everything is great and the next I feel like curling up in a ball and crying. I just wish things could be easy for once. But they never are.

Louis and I haven't even spoken in 2 weeks and to be honest, I'm pretty pissed at him. It's not about his nosey, child-like attitude anymore. Well, it is, but not in the nosey way. I expected a call or visit from him. Or at least a damn text. That's all I wanted. But nothing. He sent me nothing. I've just been in my dorm preparing for school. I don't think that I have ever been this prepared before.

I put on my clothes and go to make some oatmeal. It's not my favorite food, but it will have to do. Should I wake Cam up? I would want her to wake me up if I didn't set an alarm. But, Cam isn't like me. I decide to just shake her until she groans, signaling that she is awake. She climbs out of bed and starts to get ready. I eat my oatmeal and I made one for Cam, just in case she was hungry.

"I am not ready for college classes.... Can we wait another week?" Cam yawns.

"Sadly, no. Believe me, I am just as tired as you are."

"You sure don't act like it." She laughs and takes a bite of her oatmeal.

"I really am. I've gotten used to hiding emotions." I say the last part quietly so that she couldn't hear it. I go into the bathroom and straighten my long blonde hair. I wait for Cam to finish getting ready and then we both leave for our first class. We walk for awhile together, and then we go our separate ways. I walk into my first class and take a seat. I wait for the rest of the class to fill and a charming boy takes the seat next to me.

"Okay, class. My name is Mr.Blue. Today, I will be handing out a syllabus and going over everything that we will be doing in this class. This is my first teaching job, so go easy on me. That doesn't mean that I am fooled easily." Mr.Blue hands out the papers. He is young. He can't be any older then 24. And may I say a really cute 24 year old.

"Go ahead and talk amongst yourselves for the rest of the class." He smiles and goes back to sit at his desk. I don't really have anyone to talk to, so I just sit there.

"Hey, I'm Logan." The charming boy next to me says.

"I'm Emma. It's nice to meet you."

"The pleasure is all mine. So, do you like NYU so far?"

"I love it! The campus is beautiful and everyone is so mature and welcoming." Everyone except for Louis.

"A little intimidating, huh?"

"Very." We both laugh when the bell rings.

"It was nice to meet you. I might actually like someone in my classes." Logan smiles.

"It was nice to meet you, too. And same here." I giggle and he walks away. Logan seems very nice. I wonder if Louis is- stop, Emma. He isn't thinking about you so why should you think of him?

Louis's P.O.V.

I throw my bag and fall onto my bed as soon as I get home. I couldn't stop thinking about Emma all day. Why does she have to be so difficult? It wasn't this way before we were dating. Well, to be fair, we acted like we were dating. This is ironic. Just a few months ago, I was going to marry someone. And now, I'm having doubts about a relationship.

I need to talk to Emma. I haven't spoken to her in a few days and it bothers me. I make my way to her dorm and I am about to open the door. Should I? Does she even want to see me? Why didn't I ask myself these questions when I was at my own dorm? I open the door and walk inside. Emma is sitting at a desk with her nose in a book.

"It's about time." Emma says without looking up.

"Excuse me?"

"You think that you can just not talk to me for days? We are in a relationship Louis." She sets her book down and folds her arms.

"You didn't try to talk to me either." I pout.

"I can't believe you! Are you really trying to blame this on me?!"

"This isn't all my fault! This is so like you!"

"What? How could you say that to me? You are such a child!"

"I AM NOT! STOP SAYING THAT ABOUT ME! THE ONLY ONE ACTING LIKE A CHILD RIGHT NOW IS YOU! YOU ARE SO BOSSY ANS YOU THINK THAT I CAUSE ALL THE PROBLEMS! THIS IS YOU! THIS IS ALL ON YOU! I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I WANTED TO BE WITH YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE! YOU'RE SUCH A BITCH!" I cover my mouth as soon as I say those words. I can see the hurt on Emma's face. Tears are in her eyes. I step closer to her.

"Emma I am so-"

"Get out." Emma doesn't look at me. I grab her shoulders.

"Emma please I-"

"I said get out! Try to listen to someone for once!" She shakes me off of her. I sigh in defeat and leave her alone in her dorm.