On the Outside 2 ( A Louis Tomlinson Fan Fiction )

Chapter 19

Emma's P.O.V.

"Harry, what are you doing here?" I ask. Harry laughs and stares into my eyes with his green orbs. I almost forgot how his eyes could see right through me.

"I thought I'd just come to New York for a little bit. Pennsylvania isn't the most exciting place."

"I hope PITT is fun for you."

"Where's Louis?"

"Why should you care?"

"I was just asking. There's no need to get all defensive." He holds his hands up in defense. I look away. He basically cheated on me with another girl.

"I truly am sorry for what happened between us."

"Are you? Are you really?"

"Yes, I am." He attempts to hold my hand but I pull away. He steps closer to me and I can smell the cologne on his body. Harry runs his fingers through my hair and I am motionless.

"Harry?" Oh my god. I did not just hear Louis's voice. And he is walking over here?

"Louis, so nice to see you." Harry remarks. Louis walks over to us, obviously infuriated.

"Get away from her."

"I think that is her decision, Lou."

"You've hurt her before, and I'm not going to let you do it again."

"Look at little Louis trying to be all tough." Harry shouldn't have said that. Louis punches him right in the nose. Blood pours and Harry tries to stop it with napkins. Before Harry could retaliate, Louis grabs me by the wrist and drags me outside.

"What the hell?" He asks and stops me at his car.

"'What the hell?' yourself. I don't know why you did that."

"If I hadn't have been there, you two probably would've made out."

"Why would that matter? I'm just a bitch anyway."

"Emma, you know I didn't mean that-"

"Then why did you say it? Do you have any idea what I've been going through? I can't even leave my dorm without thinking about you."

"You think I'm any better? I've been missing you like crazy and I just don't know what to do anymore." Louis throws his hands in the air in frustration. I smell whiskey. Is that coming from him?

"Have you been drinking?"

"Like I said, I just don't know what to do anymore."

"Drinking isn't going to make your problems go away."

"Well, I wouldn't know any better. It's not like I had my dad to teach me the ropes of break ups." I stare at the ground.

"I've missed you, Emma." Louis stares into my eyes.

"I've missed you, too." He smashes his lips into mine before I can stop him. This is all I've ever wanted, no matter how wrong it is. He's like a drug to me and I've hopelessly became addicted. I run my fingers through his hair as his tongue glides over mine.

"We can't." I say against his lips and we continue to kiss.

"You and I both know that we can. And we will." He kisses me harder, in attempt to make me stop talking.

"Louis, I-"

"Sh... Don't speak." Louis kisses me again and again. Not that I'm complaining. I still love him, no matter how hard I try not to.

...

We pull into the parking lot where the dorms are and Louis turns the car off. We kissed for such a long time and I never gave Cam her keys. Oops. I'll just apologize later.

"Emma, I-"

"Louis, please don't."

"No, Emma I still love you. And I want you to hear me out."

"Louis, I don't think-"

"Please. Just give me a few minutes of your time." He pleads. I nod, not sure if my emotions can handle what he has to say.

"Emma, I really can't live without you. You were there when no one else was when I thought that I was going to be a father. And when you got in that car accident, if you would've died..." He pauses. "I don't think that I would've been mentally stable for the rest of my life. But in a way, you helped me see my birth father again. And I thank you for that. And when Sophie broke my heart, you were there to pick up the pieces. I instantly fell even more in love with you. I just felt like I found the one. I still feel that way. Ever since we got together, I've felt like the luckiest man alive. Like things were finally starting to go my way." A tear slides down my face and he quickly wipes it away with his thumb. "I don't know why I acted the way I did a few weeks ago. I'm more sorry then I have ever been in my entire life. I'm just hoping to you can forgive me. Please just give me one more chance. I'm in love with you." He looks at me with glossy eyes. I decide to let my heart speak instead of my head.

"I'll give you another shot. I'm so sorry for everything, too." He hugs me and I let a few tears fall onto his shoulder. I used to be so strong before Louis and I got into the whole mess that we call life. I used to never cry. Now look at me. I'm just a broken girl, and my glue is Louis Tomlinson.