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(Quick a/n: play the video when suga actually goes up on stage. It's "how could you leave us" by NF. Thought it went well with the situation. Pretend it's suga or something i dont know.)

Suga
So the concert is today. I'm not nervous about it, surprisingly. I want to say it to get it out. I'm on the bus now with the others now. I overheard Jimin talking.
"Im super excited to dance with the others. I just want to get out there and prove everyone wrong. I want to show people that ballet isn't just for girls. It's really fun." I guess he's doing a dance. No one told me. I decided to get some sleep so I can get some rest. Seeing as it's 4am.

"Suga wake up! We're here dang it." I hear Kim shouting. I open my eyes and realise where I am. I get up and follow the guys in. We go to the waiting room thing and get ready with outfits and make up. We have a few hours left so I decided to go around and see who else is here.

As I'm walking around the building, I hear a family voice call my name. "Suga! Didn't know you'd be here!" It's Jackson. Whys Jackson here?
"Hey, why are you here." I ask politely.
"Well, it's not just your concert you know. We go on before you! I checked the list. At the end, whoever wins, gets a prize!"
"New information to me!" I reply.

Once we've said hi to everyone and bye we're waiting behind the stage ready to go up.

The concert is amazing. I see got7 in the back. Mark cheering us on like mad. As soon as we get off stage, Kim goes up and says:
"So we have a special performance today from suga. Now, he's written the lyrics himself so don't mark fun of him or say anything bad even though the lyrics are amazing. So.. enjoy I guess!" Then he walks off.

I'm up. I start to sing. I close my eyes as tears prickle in them for the first verse. I sing the rest and I'm crying by third verse. I don't care if the world knows it. I don't care anymore at all.

I finish and I go onto the floor and sob. I know I've been here for 5 minutes on the floor. I know i have been. I feel warm comforting arms around me. I recognise them instantly and turn around for a hug by mark.
"Im so proud of you." He whispered in my ear. I feel loved but upset. I break down right in the stage. Right at that moment. The other members of bts come and wrap me in a hug.

Suddenly security start shouting at us. They want mark off the stage. They don't like him on the stage with me. I feel abandoned by mark says he'll meet me at the end and I manage to stand up and walk off.

Jimin
It's my turn. Suga had his. Now it's mine. I've been practicing for months now. There is one other boy here and we're ending the show so I hope all goes well.

I stride out on stage and take my position. After all the stress I've been going through lately, all I've needed to do was dance. It's hard with the stupid leg of mine but it will be fine. After all the stress with Kim, V, my parents, my grandma and suga etc. I need this. Ballet is very delicate. I love it so much you can put so much into it. If you want to make it about happiness, do it. Sadness, do it. Love, so it. Anything, do it.

I put all my focus on dancing and I get lost in the music.

Once I've finished, I get congratulated by the other guys. It makes me feel happy and wanted. We get on the journey home and I sleep the entire way back.

K, hi guys!!! Just quickly saying here's a video of Jimin doing ballet. Just don't watch the second part (you can! Just for the story!!) have fun. Love you all. Mwah 💋

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