It's six o'Clock and I'm freaking out trying to find my white converse.
Andy helped me pick out a white crop top that shows only a inch if even my stomach but it also is like a muscle shirt so it goes down my side and covers about an inch, also I'm wearing my ripped skinny jeans with my black leather belt that also has silver holes poked in it and I must say I look pretty darn good. My hair is straightened instead of my natural curls.
After finding my white converse I climb out the window and am on the ground by seven o'clock. Niall is wearing grey button down and black skinny jeans and white high tops.
"You look ..." he says trailing off looking me head to toe.
"What? is something wrong with me?" I ask.
"No you look, amazing." He says getting red.
"Thank you, you look great to." I say smiling at him.
"So uh, wanna go?" he says and I nod.
We walk down the side walk to the beach that's a few streets down from ours. As we walk our hands bump against each other.
"So what's it like to have a big family? You all seem so close.." I say.
"It's good, I mean I guess it's nice to know I always have someone to turn to if I need, but it also gets annoying though. how about you and your brothers? are you all close?"
"Eh, Not really, Noah is always off doing his own thing and Skylars in the navy so it's usually just me."
"What about your parents?"
"They're working all the time."
"Oh, I'm sorry."
"Don't be, I'm used to it. Plus It's not that bad I have Andy."
"You guys seem to be close huh?"
"Yeah, we're like sisters."
We approach the beach and start walking to the big bomb fire to the crowd of people, We grab beers and after a while of talking with people we walk off onto the beach.
"Easy there." Niall laughs as I stumble.
"I'm okay." I say as I fall onto my butt.
"Think your a little tipsy." He says smirking at me as he sits beside me.
"Probably." I say smile.
"What?" he smiles as I keep smiling at him.
"yesterday when you asked me to come with you to this party, were you.. is this, you know like a date?"
"Depends, are you comfortable being on a date with someone you just met yesterday?"
"Yeah. I think so." I smile scooting closer to him.
"Then yes." he smiles. I look into his eyes for more than I should then look away snapping myself out of the trance.
"I should get home." I say standing up.
"Yeah same." He says realizing I'm uncomfortable.
We walk home faster, in complete silence.
I just met him yesterday and I think I might already be developing a crush on him.
"Did I do something? What happened?" he asks as we walk back to the tree.
"I just met you yesterday." I say fast.
"Okay and?" he says confused.
"And my mom has a rule! No socializing with your family for god knows why! and now I'm starting to like you and then if feel the same and we become a thing then your just another fucking secret!" I say and as I finish I find myself being pushed up against a tree, one of his hands on my waist the other on the tree trunk, my hands slowly snake around his neck as the kiss turns from hard to soft.
"I think what you have is to many bad secrets, maybe I could be your good one?" he smiles as our lips part.
"I-I uh..." I say breathlessly.
"We met yesterday." I finally respond.
"What does my Angel not believe in love at first sight?" he teases.
"Your angel huh?" I laugh.
"Yeah, my angel." He smiles pressing his lips to mine again.
"I'm more a demon than an angel." I say between kisses.
"Nope, just an angel with a broken wing." he smiles.
"But I'm willing to fix it if you'll let me." He whispers.
"I have to go." I say climb up the tree.
"Wait." Niall calls up to me as I jump into my terrace.
"What are you doing tomorrow?"
"Skylars visiting so probably some family crap."
"Oh." He says disappointed.
"But I'm free after that."
"I'm stuck with John and Elena after six pm."
"Can I come over?"
"Thought there was a rule."
"I'm always sticking to the rules I wanna be a little wild."
"Then I'll see you tomorrow." He says and I smile one last time before climbing back into the window.
"Ah ha!" Skylar says switching on the light switch of my room.
"Holy shit! you nearly scared me half to death. What are you doing in here."
"Your mom asked me to come check on you and Noah. Where we're you tonight, and is that beer I smell on your breath." Skylar smirks at me.
"Shut up. I'm going to bed."
"Come on spill your guts out pretend I'm Andy."
"You should know by now I don't spill my guts out."
"Is it a boy?"
"Please leave."
"Fine but I'll find out." he warns before leaving.
Maybe I don't have to keep Niall and I's thing or whatever you call it a secret maybe i can just tell mom about him, "hey mom, so you know that family next door you hate and said never to talk to? yeah well I went to a party and snuck out with their son I got tipsy oh and we have like this thing but we're not dating but I really think I'm starting to like him." Yeah no I can't say that to her.
I don't know, all I know if I feel like Niall, can as he put it mend my broken wing. But by wing I mean heart. He can take away the pain and shame I have from the past things I haven't shared with anyone before.
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Sorry it was kinda lame-O.
Do you think Niall and her should date date or just you know date? let me know.
Love you all. Xx
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Secrets{N.H}
Fanfiction"My whole life seems as if it's all become about secrets, like I'm one big secret. "
