silent tears

Chapter 3- Dinner

" Lynda its me Cat where is mom? Is she ok? "
"....." no answer
"Lynda! "i could feel my heart rate increase
" she's at the hospital"
"WHAT!! "

" She is sick"
"what I just left her this morning how could that have happen "
" oh I see she didn't tell you.. Look its not my place to tell but its best if you visit her. She is not doing too well"with that she hang up.
What is so bad my mom couldn't tell me. Is it the reason dad left before he died ?
I look around the room again my suitcase was still unpack so i decided to finish it later. I walk downstairs
Only to see a girl about my age sit in the living room.
"hi am Catalina but call me Lina"i introduced myself.

"am Katy Clark, Kelly daughter, nice to meet you"she as a dirty blond hair and she has a light brown skin tone like me and she also have emerald green eyes and thin lips like me that's strange she even as tall as i am 5 feet 4 and i am 5 feet 3
"saaame, i will be staying with you guys lovely home. " Stretch the word same while examine her.
"

yea thanks. Now i have a friend to share it with btw i love shopping and dont forget food"she said laughing
"me too"
Our conversation was interrupted by Kelly telling us dinner is ready.
We enter the dining room to eat our food when we see Luis already sitting at the table.
"Lina sit besides me i want to talk to you"he said giving me a flirtatious smile. I did what i was told. I sit at his extreme left . Kelly sit on his right and Kate sit beside her. When dinner was served and we start eating i felt a hand rest on my thigh. I remove it.
Then Luis look at me and said "do you like it here"
"y-yes very much."
"good"
He then place  his hand to the waist of my underwear. I move it but he put it back. I was about to move it again when Kelly ask me to hand her the ketchup so i ease a little off my chair to hand it to her and Luis took the opportunity to get his hand in my underwear through the thong seat. I jump out of shock and almost spill the water over on the table.
"what wrong " Kelly ask
Of course i couldn't tell her what really wrong so i lied" i thought the dish was going to fell. "i said sitting but before i sit he place hands on my vagina through the thong and touch my sensitive spot. I let out a low moan then take the food to cover it up. Luis look over at me and smile. While Kelly and Katey was talking about their day unaware of my situation i take the opportunity to move his hand. Being the unlucky one i was Katey ask me for the pepper to my left. I get up again and hand her the pepper while he see it as opportunity to spot me on my butt and squeeze it. I sit waiting for dinner to be over but luck was just not on my side they eat slow than i thought. He place hands back on my thigh rubbing it gently get me heated. I drank the water to get rid of the feeling but i couldn't. He slowly try to open my leg then i suddenly ask to go to the bathroom. Not knowing were i was go and was giddy headed at the moment it took me 10 minutes to find the bathroom.

I look in the mirror at my reflection
"you need to get you head out of your ass and stop being so weak. He is married make him know that its not right"i wash my face and head out.
When I reach back Luis was the only one there.

I can do this,this is it

"where is everyone? "my curiosity instincts taking over. Also feel a bit nauseous
" Oh only you and i alone  are here. Kells and Kate went to grandma like they did  every Friday evening to give them desert and talk. They are not going to be back until midnight. She thinks its a good idea for you and I to get to know each other better. "
" That's not a good idea am going to bed. "
" mind if I join you? "he said in a sexy voice
Did I just call that sexy? God what is wrong with me

" no you're sick."i said in a disgusted manner.
"ha-ha its just you and me. come here"he laugh and extend his hand to invite me in.
"no! "i said running to my room. He ran after me. I was halfway up the stairs he hold my ankle and yank me to him.
" yes. You are so sexy i want you now"
I knee him in his crouch and head for my room. As soon as i lock the door a relief wash over me.
I was safe for now
I start unpacking trying to crying my loneliness away that's when i hear my cell phone ringing
"mom!am so sorry i was just afraid to move. Am so sorry. Please forgive me"i sob harder
"Lina shh baby i know am sorry too.. Don't cry my baby. Are you ok? "
I anticipate for a minute whether i should tell her the truth or lie " am fine. Everything great"yes i lied i just got here i couldn't bring myself to cause any trouble.
I suddenly remember what Lynda said earlier
"mom why were you at the hospital? "
" its just a headache i have for days now and i decided to check it out but am fine now. I have to make dinner now love you take care."
Of course she is lying but I'll make it pass "love you too mom." i said and hang up.i lay on my bed looking in the ceiling not knowing when i fall asleep _______________________________________

"hug me sweetie"my dad said
"hug me baby " Eric said
I wanted was to scream yes and hug them but its like i can't move nor speak
" no! You stinks! "that voice i recognized as mine..
" forgive me Princess"they both said with hopeful eyes
"no go to hell" as soon as i hear those words tears roll down my cheeks.its like something else take over my body
Suddenly they start to burn in my dad car. The car i recognized they were burnt in. All i can is hear them saying was them asking for forgiveness
"dad! Dad! Dont go! Don't go don't go dad plz! "i cried out but they wouldn't hear me.
Wake! Up! Its a dream wake! Up
I jump up only to see Tyrrell shaking me with a terrifying face. All i did was sob in his chest.
" sorry i wake you "
He chuckle softly and said" i wasn't asleep i was just passing you door to go to my room, i just got back from driving Kelly from grams to here. "

" oh... Am ok you can go now. "
" Are you sure"
"yes i am thank you"
"btw Kelly is taking you to school next week. "
" ok thanks again"
With that he left and that night i stayed awake.
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Thanks for reading my book,
#love #donnay