OK, SO I HAVE BEEN RECIEVING A LOT OF REQUESTS SO I DECIDED TO DO THIS, BUT WARNING WARNING WARNING.....DO NOT HATE SHEHZAD FOR THIS COZ YOU GUYS ASKED FOR THIS.
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I can't sleep. Its past 3:00 in the morning now but I still can't get a shut eye.
Fuck.
These nightmares won't leave me alone. Dammit.
I turn around and see Khadijah sleeping peacefully, her posture towards me—her face so lithe, so graceful—so beautiful.
I carefully stroke her cheek.
I can't believe that someone like her came into my life.
Fuck, now I feel guilty as my eyes rested on the scars and cuts on her face, what with the makeup off, I could clearly see the damage done.
God damn it, this is all my fault.
I get up from the bed barechested and go to my personal room. I took out a bottle of whiskey and my best Cuban cigars.
Damn, I'm sure that Kay will kill me if she found me drinking.
I laugh to myself at the realization that I'm actually worried how Khadijah finding out.
I scoff to mock myself.
But then...this is my doing. She was in pain and I was such a prick to her. Some husband I'm turning out to be.
She is pretty smart I'll give her that much...but, I shouldn't have involved her in this. But she is sharp; I will have to be careful around her from now on. I can't let her get in my life anymore than this. I've got bigger fish to fry.
And Khadijah, you will only get in the way. And I don't want you lose more then you already have.
Argh! Fuck!
I take pleasure in the smoke puffs from my cigar. Nothing beats anxiety then a good old bottle of whiskey and a cigar.
I stare out of the wall glass. The lights of New York are always reminding of what I have to do.
"I'll get you soon you filthy son of a bitch." I mumble at my own reflection on the glass.
"And when I do get your sorry ass, I'll blow your fucking head off myself."
I vow and puff the smoke out of my mouth.
It won't be long now.
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PLZ DO NOT ASK FOR ANOTHER POV......COZ THERE WILL BE NONE COZ TRUST ME YOU DON WANNA GET A GLIMPSE OF HIS MIND AFTER THIS :p
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