Do they think you don't feel anything?
The more you hurt yourself, the more you feel. And maybe that's the sole reason you do it. To feel. To convince yourself that you're still alive. To make it clear that it's you who has control over his/her life. You search for sympathy in the blade and wish that someone pities you.
But why should anyone pity you? There's absolutely no reason why anyone should. You shouldn't be pitied; instead you should be sentenced to death.
For then your heart shall rise from the torpor and shriek - "Give me death sentence, O' just jury, sentence me to death; but pity me. And then I'll myself end my life. For I'm not in the pursuit of happiness, but instead am in the search of pain and tears."
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Suicide Justified
Non-Fiction---------------------Trigger Warning------------------- Originally titled 'All the Push You Need (and a little more)' this book intends to do what it says. It'll help increase your cynicism, deepen your depression, give strength to your demons, help...
